Monday, May 26, 2008

Holi-days?

the o level chinese has come to an end, a close to a chapter- till oral and lc that is. well guess it time to partyy!!! well, not really, end of os mens thime to mug for prelims sigh. haha must really work hard this holidays. tmr is the start. tonight's the arena finale haha i know who won anyway :P
well, not much things to do. remedial and mug mug mug that's all. no fun i the sun :( haha. ok that's all

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

I BELIEVE GOD

i swept into church, once i close my eyes to bow in prayer, reminiscence of yesterday's debate flowed into my mind. the team that deserved to win, won. with one of its memebers clinching best speaker and best overall speaker.(not able to disclose until show aired on monday). sitting in the auditorium with mixed feelings of anxiety,restlessness,laughter and shiverings, thedebate progressed up to a point where the outcome was already known. has freedom of speech gone too far in the web?

confessing and praying to God that he would remove all distractions in my mind-the debate, or some songs lyrics that had been replaying in my mind like some broken tape recorder.
i'm currently caught in the whirlpool of reading other peop's bog sigh.. why can't write lik them.

hope that God would bless me in tmr's o levels chinese. passing is not the problem, getting an A1 is. :)
well, we can all hope can;'t we? relaxing now, going to do the last minute studying later before clearing my mind and relax. haha hope to do well like PSLE. hehe. then holidays is mugging period!!!!

ok i got to stop, i freally need to get away from this distractions, its taking wayyyy to much of my time. boy am i hungry :) randomness i taking control, got to run before i make a total fool out of myself!!!

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Friday, May 23, 2008

to mug or not to mug?

chinese o levels are just round the corner--2 days. wow!! hmm.. but the nid-years are just over, i'm not sure if i should relax or mug hard. but i'm doing fine with my chinese. the on;y concern that i have is-will i score the A1 the i had been aiming for? hmm.. that's a question i hope God will guide me :)

tmr have arena filming-its the finals!! and we're invited!!! haha i miss my costume<3 (not the skirt though). went to meet the parents-pratically have my whole timetable for june planned out-thanks weiqi ^^


the next step is to just sticking to it. how how can it be? haha-yeah right! i'm a self-confessed procrastinator. Tmr i'm going to school to seek help from dm ong-improve my compo and close passage. need to learn some skills. i believe that there are techniques in learning language (i'm the higest in my whole corhort for english btw). english, generally, i've caught hold of the techniques in answering comprehension. for my compo, it all comes down to what titls i get. haha hope for the best. for chinese. hmm.. i really need to work hard these two days. but how? what it's time for fun in the sun? or is it not?


Mr tan talked about indifference today. are we really that bad? i admit 4/4 did better ya so ? we should be comparing with ourselves individually. i know that mr tan meant well. but we do need to conserve our energy to peak at the right time. so 4/5 jia you!!!


june holidays-time for mugging!!! looking forward to SLC!!! quan ti chu dong jia you!!!!!



"with a butterfly in hand, anything is possible"
"with God in your heart, nothing is impossible"

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Monday, May 19, 2008

books galore



紫衣云梦-网名“紫衣云梦”的郝圆圆是一名品学兼优的好学生,在爸爸去英国后,她的生活发生了一连串意想不到的事:接到一个陌生人的电话,应约去见面时却发现对方竟是儿时好友小雪;和男生萧简一起回家让妈妈看到后被误解为在早恋;参加校学生会主席竞选,却不承想这背后竟藏着一个“阴谋”;圣诞舞会上小雪突然晕倒,之后一下子又失去了联系……


this is an alluring book that made me want to read it again and again. haha spent the whole morning readg this intriguing book finally finished it :)


请别轻易说爱,因为爱这个字,其实很深奥。。。
相信爱,爱就会在你身边。
世界上的很多事情,很难用一个‘好’或者‘坏’来说个明白。但直到任何尽力,都会给自己留下一点痕迹,这就够了。
their descripitions are very vivid. like they can draw a picture in your mind to imagine the scene in the book. that's what i like about good books. they are able to form images in my head. :) here's how to describe a girl who's pretty and can make guy's turn to look:


烟雨属于那种眉目清秀型的女孩, 眼睛大而幽深,眼睫毛特别长,说话的时候,好看的眼睫毛一卷一卷的,特别讨人喜欢。加上个琼瑶式的缥缈名字。哈,她的到来,几乎吸引了百分之九十九男生的眼球。
there the first description. :)another one:
远远的,我就看到了湖边立这个女孩,那女孩面对着湖水,把背影留给草坪, 夕阳下,票选的头发,玲珑的身影, 正好勾勒出一个好看得剪影。好一个冰清玉洁的女孩子。
wow!! haha beautiful. don't feel like returning this book :P


next book is from the S.A.S.S series (students across the seven seas) its a scholarship programme which sends students(girls) across the country. haha the book that i'm reading is- swede dreams-Swede escape! Calista Swanson has begun her study abroad semester in Stockholm, Sweden, and she couldn’t be happier! There’s finally some distance between her and the constant piano-playing of her annoying sister Suzanne. Calista and Suzanne are twins, but the only thing they have in common is their birth date. Suzanne is a focused and gifted pianist, but a social dud. Calista isn’t at all focused, but she always has her friends, and a boyfriend, by her side. And that goes for her time in Sweden, as well. Jonas, who’d been an exchange student at her high school in Wisconsin, lives in Stockholm. He’s the main reason Calista is studying in Sweden, and she knows he’ll be in tow as she explores everything Sweden has to offer, from visiting Swedish castles to learning more about the Viking era, to sampling treats from a smorg?sbord, to strolling the cobblestone streets of Stockholm’s Gamla Stan. Calista loves Sweden from the moment she arrives, but . . . why hasn’t Jonas called?

well, there are many others in this series haha. i'm almost done with the series but new books keep coming up yippee!!! haha one thing i learned :

o levels must- Med beröm godkänt-pass with distinction !!!!! haha Jag heter Clarissa-that's me haha picked up some swedish !! yeah

Bock auf!-go for it (german)!!!


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Thursday, May 15, 2008

writer's block

hmm..comtemplating on how and what to write for the essay on "what do you think is the greatest invention of the 21st century" sigh.. tommorrow is the day!!! ahhhhhh worries worried!!! hmm.. did nothing much today. watch sword stained with royal blood, did some house work and cooking then use the computer for some information. sigh.. boring! haha okok i better start on my essay if i want to finish it, type it out and send it via email!!!! bye

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

exams are over-but the tension still lives

heyhey!! went out with cassandra,izwan and murni today-go vivo! so random haha but exams are over-at least mid-years but till doomsday comes, my heart will forever go on thumping. if the word flunk exists in a dictionary then my company will be the one printing that dictionary. sigh.. didn't put in much effort in my mid-years.
just changed my blogskin haha 'go with the music' but i still haven't decide on what music to put
1) you are the music in me
2) don't stop the music
3kidnap my heart
haha nevermind, i won't bother myself with such trival matters. need to buck up in my studies, get the momentum in revising. jia you! haha american idol is on. got to go!! till doomsday!!!
p.s must remember to include title. haha
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand
We might find our place in thisworld someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own way


its the mid-years... currently mugging.. haha blogging plus doing physics..i took on chemistry and biology-felt as if i had fought a losing battle. so want to aim using paper 1 hope for the best.
sitting in the hall was like waiting for your turn at an audition. the long rolls of table all lined up, just waiting for its master to be called up. the experience can be exponential. haha i feeling logarithimic today. i know how it feels like to be pathetic and feel that the whole world is crashing down on you. it's like there isn't a place in this world for you. however... walking hoe alone allows me to reflect the days' events, amidst the roaring of the car engine and chucking of the bus. but. the serene and somewhat calm walk has allow me to grow as a better person. (with some help from God the almighty-kudos). but learning to forgive, to accept to give in, to pick yourself up from failure- the best is telling yourself that you are who you are and what you believe and nobody is going to change you for that. it is really assuring. sometimes life gets a little confuse and things don't go the way youwant it to. but whatever happens, there's always a way out. reflect. reflect.

haha was on the arena on monday--it fianlly airred!!!! wow.. locked myself in the room when it was mine turn to speak. haha. ut had a friend to record it for me. sigh.. don't really know what's wrong with my stomach always very hungry. haha.. better get back to work!!!

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