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Call me CLARE
19
~puts in her best effort in everythingshe does

~likes and want to smile always :D
~dumb cheerful girl


The Needs
  • Able to go for mods in interested minor
  • 3.5years!!
  • Do well for piano exam
  • Jung Yong Hwa, CN Blue poster!
  • A little book bag(messenger bag) with two buckles, preferably leather, turquoise
  • a smart phone/ a new laptop


    The Reads
    +the girl with the dragon tatto
    +the girl who played with fire
    +the girl who kicked the hornet's nest
    +bones
    +skeleton key
    +the broker
    +if tomorrow comes
    +the quickie
    +point blanc
    +cards on the table
    +the hound of death
    +evermore
    +up over, down under
    +blue moon
    +shadowland
    +dark flame
    +night star
    +the lost memoirs of jane austen
    +the secret diaries of charlotte bronte
    +beautiful creatures
    +you against me
    +girl in the mirror
    +snakehead
    +the alchemyst
    +deadly little secrets
    +the magician
    +the sorceress
    +the alchemist
    +the necromancer
    +beautiful darkness
    +harry potter and the dealthy hallows
    +everlasting
    +one day
    +杀手---价值连城的幸运
    +neuromancer
    +twilight


    The Comrades

    • Bituwin - template
    Dementee - image
    Friday, March 16, 2012
    i don't know

    my fetish for left-handers
    my fetish for guys who look good with/without specs
    my fetish for guys who are tall
    my fetish for guys who are cute

    i guess i've been too superficial lately. kor kor said to get to know someone before falling aimlessly for them. i know that i've been wanting to run ever since i saw my fetish. but now i must learn to crawl first. fetishes are hard to find and to find a body that encompasses everyone of mine... its like one in a million. but still i'm hesitating. approaching with caution. i really need to do that. my fetish gets scared easily. but still i'll try my best. even though my first impression has been ruin by my super speed and insensitive ways. but i will try.

    God Bless, Lead and Guide me.

    i'll always remember 1 sms 1 slap haha :) but still.. i really want to get to know you better please be receptive oki!!!!! please. please.

    =do something right=
    you might be the one for me

    Monday, March 12, 2012
    STEP IT UP STEP IT UP!


    Step it up now oh oh oh
    *lalalalalalalalalalalala
    lalalalalalalalalalalala
    neom-eojijin anh-eul geoya seulpeum-a annyeong
    chinhaejiji anh-eul geoya nunmul-a annyeong
    jasin-eul midneun geoya hansum-eun geuman
    ikkas gominjjeum-eun us-eumyeo bye bye
    tto hanbeon deo baewoss-eo
    I will never forget about U,
    ye~ keojyeoss-eo nan ganghage deo nopge
    o ye ye ye ye
    **
    Step it up step it updasi sijag-iya
    tto tempoleul ollyeoseo apjilleo gallae
    Just step it up step it up da bolandeus-i
    keuge bollyong nop-yeo baby my babe
    Repeat *
    naeil-eun saeloul kkeoya gidaeleul nop-yeo
    geuge saneun jaemi gat-a geunsim-eun nallyeo
    nuguna gat-eul kkeoya gi juggi anh-a
    jag-eun geogjeongjjeum-eun us-eumyeo bye bye
    nan ganghage deo nopge o ye ye ye ye
    Repeat **
    nae insaeng-e seodbulli get louder
    na joh-eulago geulaessgess-eo geulaessgess-eo
    Rap:
    One two one two stepmodu bagja-e majge
    geob nael pil-yoeobs-eo ani ol geos eobs-eo modu gat-i hamkkehae
    eojileobge wae sseuldeeobsneun saeng-gaghae
    geuleoji malgo uli modu da step it up now
    jeoldae nan dol-aboji anhgess-eo
    apman bogido sigan-eun jjalb-a
    Repeat **
    Step it up step it up wae seodbulli get louder
    tto tempoleul ollyeoseo gwaenhi geulaessgess-eo geulaessgess-eo
    Just step it up step it up da bolandeus-i keuge bollyong nop-yeo baby my babe
    Repeat *
    English Translation
    Step it up now oh oh oh
    *lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
    Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
    I will not fall anymore. Byebye Sorrow!
    I’m not close to you anymore. Byebye Tears!
    I believe in myself. Stop breathing!
    All kinds of trouble, just smile then bye bye
    I’ve learned more again
    I will never forget about U, ye~
    I have grown up, stronger and fly high
    Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah
    **
    Step it up step it up Let’s start again!
    Turn up the tempo, go ahead
    Just step it up step it up Show us what you got
    Turn the volume up high
    Repeat *
    Tomorrow everything is new, get a high expectation .
    Live like you happy with it and get rid all troubles
    Like everyone else, you won’t die.
    Smile at those small troubles and bye bye
    Repeat **
    My life awkwardly get louder
    You said you like me so be it
    Rap:
    One two one two step, everyone get your rhythm
    Don’t be scared, there’s nothing gonna happen ‘cause we’re all here.
    Why so serious?
    Don’t be like that, we’re all here. Step it up now!
    I will absolutely not look back again
    Look ahead, time is just short.
    Repeat **
    **Step it up step it up Why you so clumsy? Get louder!
    Turn up the tempo, don’t be like that, don’t be like that anymore
    Just step it up step it up Show us what you got
    Turn the volume up high
    Repeat *
     GOD BLESS!!
    LET'S STEP IT UP STEP IT UP!!

    =do something right=

    falling.. slowly

    I don't know you
    But I want you
    All the more for that
    Words fall through me
    And always fool me
    And I can't react
    And games that never amount
    To more than they're meant
    Will play themselves out


    Take this sinking boat and point it home
    We've still got time
    Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
    You'll make it now


    Falling slowly, eyes that know me
    And I can't go back
    Moods that take me and erase me
    And I'm painted black
    You have suffered enough
    And warred with yourself
    It's time that you won


    Take this sinking boat and point it home
    We've still got time
    Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice


    You've made it now
    Falling slowly sing your melody
    I'll sing it loud


    i'm falling slowly.....slowly.... actually not really. i've already sunk more than i can bear it. he is just too good.. almost everything is perfect except maybe the religion. :( aigoo. i don't know how. girl say to take it slow haha bit by bit. oki, well i will then i believe he is worth the wait. everyone to me is worth the wait zzz haha but i'm willing to get it a shot!!!! awwww he is cute! haha :) 


    hopefully i'll be able to do well for finals this sem. i suddenly got my motivations back plussss i look forward to going back to school again.. for the wrong reason, but still haha :) its just a one-sided thing on my part. hope is something that have left me years ago. 


    but i think i've grown. i've learnt that dreams will always be dreams. the wonderful scenarios that you dream out and wish that it will happen won't. unexpected things will happen though. if you wait long enough. haha. i really got to step it up step it up!! morale high!! keep the morale high!!! haha jia you jia you jia you!! :)

    a song that i have been addicted to just yesterday. will post it in another post :)

    =do something right=

    Saturday, March 10, 2012

    i need an outlet to breathe..
    being on the giving end again is really tiring. especially when the other party is oblivious ttm!!
    i don't this to happen!! nonono as much as i try to stop myself.
    i'm sinking in quick sand. someone get me out please please. please let it be you.

    GOD PLEASE SAVE ME!

    Friday, March 9, 2012
    running man out!

    yesterday, i felt the urge to typed about the past. i miss my secondary school days. but now.. i'm feeling so high that i cannot be bothered. the memories will stay within me kekex..

    running man is just so awesome. oki now my dad thinks that i'm a psychopath just because i keep shouting 'running man rocks' at home.. zzzzz.. like whatttt!! must learn how to appreciate the good things in life and i guess running man is one of them.

    anyways, i really want to thank GOD FOR HIS LOVE. ALL THE LOVE THAT HE SHOWERED UPON ME!! haha :) he really helped me to keep calm during the tests this week :) yupyup awesome!!! :)

    lately some stuff have been on my mind.... hmmm keep thinking of what is my next step going to be.. but.. i think just need to know people better first then decide? although i cannot stop my heart from racing sometimes. oh wells. jia you!

    go Clare! daebak!

    have an awesome week and chiong!!

    GOD BLESS

    =do something right=


    Thursday, March 1, 2012
    du gun du gun

    its funny how times have changed, and i'm able to look at their photos and not feel anything any more. just like a balloon. it has either floated away, out of sight or burst. but i prefer the former to the latter. thogub it represents hope, but i think that's how its able to describe my feeling.

    the problem is, i think my heart might me beating for another. but i cannot be sure. these few days have been all right, maybe beacuse i don't really know that person and we only exchanged a few lines of greeting. but still.. sometimes my mind just cannot help itself.. it'll wonder.

    recess is almost over... hmmm i really need to chiong my revision. reading is easy, but the information is not entering my head zzz. need to buck up a bit... with all these distractions around me, fight them off!! saturday i'm fully book. sunday almost half the day gone. great. left tmr/ that's all. tmr to do 8 lecutes. oh well what to do. haha jia you ba!!

    somehow praying that that person will maybe make contact in a surprising way?? since life is full of unexpected events.. haha but kind of silly to think that will happen..cause i think that person also has some issues to settle. dotz.... haha clare ah clare wake up ba! haha. you're not that great + don't keep living in your fairy tale world. zzz. study study study.!!!

    God Bless
    just 1 year and things have changed. congrats. i finally have the courage to face you. maybe when you get back? things will be different.
    to add or not to add.. that is the question.... :( zzzzzzz all thanks* to your cute dp.
    =do something right=

    Monday, February 27, 2012
    out of my mind

    argh.. been very distracted lately.
    can the heart remember when the mind is forcing it to forget??
    i don't want to fall for someone that easily anymore.. but still argh... irritating.
    i don't like anyone now. or for that matter i'm kind of trying to stop myself from liking anyone. and i mean anyone. haha. i don't know what to do... :( if only yong hwa really existed in Singapore... aww... if you want a Singaporean girlfriend.. i'm here!! lol sound like some despo. but how can i not..
    with his face like that.. staring at me everyday.. kawaii~~~~ oh man..

    oki back to the topic.. argh.. i should not bother.. i still have lots to do. oh well.. see how... hopefully the guy will make the move instead or me. its easier to be on the reciprocating end than the confessing end. >< this is getting silly. i must be out of my mind. better instill some biomembrane back first. toodles.

    GOD BLESS

    =do something right=