that wound on my tiny little finger

Though its already 2 days past Christmas, but i still have an unfulfilled Christmas wish.. and that is for my fingers to recover. the rash seems to be spreading. From my ring finer to my middle finger. the little pinkie on my right hand seems to have caught the bug too. hopefully it'll be allright...

i need to refrain form seafood as well as my love--nuts :( that's really depressing.
NO MORE PEANUT BUTTER
NO MORE GROUND NUTS
NO MORE, NO MORE..

sigh... well hopefully this little sacrifice will be able to cure my finger, then i don't need to keep waking up in mt sleep to scratch that icthy little thing. when dawn breaks, i don't need to see the pus oozing out of the wound i 'conjured' out during the night.----then i won't have the relentless fear of the need to amputate my finger. then i won't need to apply the cream,that mum says is filled with steriod and that i feeding my wound with drugs.just the mere thought of it scares me.

here i am, rantting about this little wound i have and my bespectacled face is peering at it now.
i'm just wishing that it will all go away..

it will all go away...

=do something right=