Stuttering

but his love is still in me, like a broken arrow

Got this off xiao di's blog. i think its going to be a long night.. + i take super long to brush my teeth now that its day 3 of my upper braces. still finding it hard to eat sigh.. but i'll get used to it. :) yeah :)

Rules: Just put your mp3/walkman/discman/mp4/ipod/itouch/whatever that plays your fav tunes on shuffle. and just answer the questions accordingly. write the title of the song down as the answer :P

1. If someone says, “shelf”, you say? fu huo by lin yu zhong and jin sha
2. How would you describe yourself? a thousand miles by vanessa carlton
3. What do you like in a guy/girl? beautiful monster by ne-yo
4. How do you feel today? kidnap my heart by the click five
5. What is your life’s purpose? ting yuan wei ren tan ji ta by SHE
6. What’s your motto? just a dream by nelly
7.What do your friends think of you? never let you go by justin bieber
8. What do you think of your parents? kan de zui yuan de di fang by angela zhang shao han
9. What do you think about very often? chuan shuo by lin you jia and liu li yang
10. What is 2 + 2? everything you want by sabrina
11. What do you think of your best friend? Step up by samantha jade
12. What do you think of the person you like? Stronger by glee
13. What is your life story? Toxic by glee
14. What do you want to be when you grow up? Love Story by fan yi chen
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? ni bu hui by SHE
16. What will you dance to at your wedding? IN this moment by david archuleta
17. What will they play at your funeral? A night to remember by HSM 3
18. What is your biggest fear? Down by jay seean and lil wayne
19. What is your biggest secret? Jia zhuang by Jolin tsai
20. What will you post this as? Stuttering by fefe dobson

haha. its kind of.. weird i guess. they don't match as well as xiao di's. haha. hmmm. its for you to decide if it fits my life. i guess, when life gives you lemons, eat them :)

work day 1, braces day 3. woah tired. dead beat. btw i forgot to annouce yes, annouce and nope i'm not getting married. lol  haha i've finished the girl with the dragon tattoo. last week already. read till eyes were sore but still managed to do it! too tired to do so :) so yeah! cool right. haha on to the second book.. which is uber slow progress. haha like.. chapter 3 only!! haha

anyways, that's about all i guess. i know i shouldn't, since it couldn't hence i musn't. yup. i guess... that's the way it is.. i have no idea.. what to do now or what's my next step. i can only just look forward and breathe.. pray. that's all. haha i guess so. since.. its 0.0000% now. i don't know. (what about you? your decision?)

killing myself inside. haha is that the right thing to do? o.O hmm.. i'll know in time to come wouldn't i.haha. don't think about it. though i admit. yes i'll feel lost.. and everything but.. now? i really don't know. i really don't. you won't forget me right? would you erase me? i should tell myself you would. right?

as my thoughts become more and more incoherent.. i wonder what will happen to me in the future. would i still be nursing a wound that keeps bleeding no matter how you try to stop it? haha i don't know. i really don't. only God can tell :)

no. i'm not going to hurt anyone :) hmm.. yellow's the colour huh.. well.. i guess i'll keep smiling for your guys :) just for you guys :)

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