l.i.b

有些人说谎和欺骗， 是因为太爱对方了，不想让对方受伤， 而说谎的人其实是最痛苦的。
those who choose to lie and deceive.. its because they love the person too much, they want to protect the person to not let them get hurt, and those who lie and deceive.. are usually the ones who get hurt the most.

so what if it hurts me?
so what if i break down?
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground?

i'm not someone who lies.. if that's what you guys think... i don't like to be lied to. or lie to another party. i stand true and by my principles. :)

remember all the things we wanted?
now all our memories they're haunted
we were always meant to say goodbye

but when there's a goodbye, there's always a hello :) so yeah.
haha.. so funny. smiling to myself while typing this.. hmm.. i got a feeling.. the old me is coming back.

but still will have uber lots of flaws so please qing duo zhi jiao. :)
off day today should enjoy.. rest more.. but its boring.. later going to read my book and finish it within 1 day!! woots!

psychogenic amnesia.... the process of locking away memories you don't wish to remember..
sounds scary....

are you willing.. to stand in for someone who murdered someone? to die in their place? to plead guilty?
facing the gallows? up till now... i still cannot find the answer? haha. but i trust that.. no matter what, we would still have our family and friends behind us. even if the world go against us.. we would still stand strong. haha.i blessed to have these people around me. though now.. i'm not facing any dilemma.. plus i don't talk to all of them everyday.. but.. they'll be here with me :)

lol makes me think about some stuff that person said.. hmm.. i'll believe you i guess. haha cause.. i think you would? haha

anyways i need to go and bathe cause i seriously stink! haha but a while more. haven't eat breakfast even ><
haha yeah.

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我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

after like... 1 hour later still here lol. i still stink!!! but.. really, i learnt a lot..  from the show. though it won't happen in real life.. haha too dramatic. but some stuff. hmm for me to ponder on :)

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