'just promise me
you'll think of me
everytime you look up
and see a star in the sky'
woah.. its been a long time since i've visited this old friend. haha don't worry, i didn't forget you.
hmm.. what should i blog about on this rare occasion? haha
how about my work? haha.. a few weird and funny incidents at the shop. btw, thanks* to people like jason, jack, weijin,wei cheng and ling yong and xiao di, who came down to say hi. haha esp jason and jack on valentine's yesterday :) haha nice one! too bad i was serving a customer.
anyways, work has been not bad.. for the past few weeks i guess :)
customers are overall quite nice.. except some of them have hygiene problem.
like one couple had super bad breath. haha gaybe said she wanted to faint and i had to call an ambulance to help her.
another guy was nice! but he had ear wax the size of a mountain stuck in BOTh his ears. look.. i'm sorry to weijin, veron and zaiwei for always picking on you guys for not cleaning your ears but seriously... this guy's wax is DEFINITELY more than all your ear wax add up!! even elaine went to take a peek and agree oki!! she still ask me to use the air pump to help him blow. yucks!
hmm... i like tourists. i feel that they're polite. mainly the Americans and Brits. Australians too i guess.. Asian tourist.. not really. many of the kids are spoilt :X we had to change $1000 note into small change for this rich lady.. who gave it to her niece i think or daughter. the notes were so think that they couldn't fit into her wallet!
then people from some... countries (don't want to name) are like so noisy!! yak and yak and yak. noisy like mad. sigh... some are calculative.. converting to their currencies. hello!! our store offer the best price already oki!!.
its fun working with gaybe, alvin and elaine :) haha nice people!
on saturday, alvin wanted to show us (elaine and me) a magic trick. haha he TOTALLY FAILED!!
he asked us 2 ques separately and was supposed to write down the answer.. as in his answer, before we write down our answer. then at the end we would match to see if he got it correct. magic! haha he got elaine's one right, but got one of mine wrong.! haha i laughed like mad!!!
then he went to help himself to some love letters. he placed one foot on top of the chair and held the love letter as if he was smoking a cigar. haha i wanted to ask him a ques so i turned and CAUGHT HIM IN ACTION! it was seriously hilarious!!!!! i laughed till my stomach hurt!! haha nice nice!
yesterday was valentine's day. then he had to write the card to give his gf. haha so gaybe and i helped by getting inspirations from song lyircs! haha cheater bug to the max!!! so funny.
his idol jay chou.. couldn't really give him any inspirations.. so we took it from S.H.E instead. haha hopefully his gf would like it.
well... my experience is pretty much oki for now, though i may have other plans.. wanting to see if i can help out at some Singapore Eye research institute or something. yupyup. haha :)
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i made some decisions.. these few days..cause i'm a little tired about this saga already.
i may be strong. but i'm not afraid to admit that there's a limit to how much i can take.. its coming close to almost 1 year.. not sure if i can still take it.
what's there for me to do? sometimes i'm afraid that i maybe the cause of this mess. i'm really scared :X
my braces ain't helping. they hurt :(
but anyways, back to the topic..
its like.. i know what i need to do. and after that. what i should do.
but i tried like 4 times already how many times can i try?? how long?? so yeah
i'm pretty scared too... time.. is a pretty scary thing.
i know its my fault that i'm this way.
cause this feelings of mine just cannot make me stay away.
i really don't want to be a burden to you, haunting you everyday.
i know i said i'll try my best, to keep it simple and plain.
but what if after so long..
what if..
as they say. 'what' and 'if' are two simple words. but put them together. and boon! what if.. a powerful words filled with endless possibilities. >.<
they say the hardest things in life are often the right things.. and one of the hardest things in life that you don't know is whether to give up or try harder.
i know love is kindness. it is not selfish. it only wants best for the other party. even if it hurts the most.
at the end of the day.. things would be fine.. if its not.. then it isn't the end.
but i'm kind of glad for the bond.. really. cause that's the best thing that's ever came out of this. amidst all the other nice memories :)
even though the goodbyes hurt.. but they don't hurt as badly as the flashbacks. haha what am i thinking. it's wrong. i'll smile. no matter what when i think of them cause after all. you did them with me first haha which was quite funny cause we've never done them before then we found out about lots of funny stuff.
happiness isn't always about getting what you want all the time,its about loving what you have.
guess i need the maturity to learn how to do that.
=do something right=
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