let's rock it!!

woah. so many camps hmm.. i'll give it 2 days to think through.. but i think at the end of the day, i'll still sign up lol. just that when i see: swimwear and goggles... my stomach lurched.. cause i can barely stay afloat, let alone swim.oh well, they say can opt-out but of course must join the activities!! haHA. :) oki that aside.. well.. i think my phone would be pretty quiet this week..which is good in a way.

now i think.. maybe just keep things to the way it is. teacher ask me.. was i happy. i think i was confused and shocked.. like huh??? why the sudden appearance again? my heart is not something you can play with. you may not know how powerful you are... but i sure do. its just.. the picture is clear to me..now. and its haunting me. you enter, leave, enter and then leave again. what do you want me to do? how much more do you think i can take? its hard. really hard.


what do you do?
maybe..

sigh.. a thousand sighs. haha

i wish you could see me now... just you, yourself. but i know that will not happen.  i don't wish to see you. your shadow/sihouette/backview/head/bag anything about you.. it'll make my heart beat really fast.. 'do i wished.. that i don't know you at all?'
but i cannot deny that."i miss us. i just don't mean us being together or hanging out, i mean like i miss us, being so close and telling each other everything."

it makes me want to sit at the places we've been togethert and just cry my heart out.but i won't..what good would it do? i just need to move on for now. its the best thing i can do.

anyways, i think i'll just be positive and keep jumping and smiling!!! haha whatever will be. will be. just see what he wants to say/do/propose to do or what i guess.. :)

i just found out that the serise which i'm currently pursuing: the alchemyst is like super long.. i'm now at book 3 the socceress, it would follow with the necromancer then i saw at harris today, the warlock. it would be before the enchantress. like seriously long!!! but i'm determined to finish it.. unlike the other series :( my septimus heap i stoped at flyte i think.. then i saw darke.. today. lol still got my beautiful creatures follow up to beautiful darkness!! :( sian ttm!! haha oki..

i still got lots to do!! so little time. with the camp and everything. i want to try my hands in tile art and clay this year. more hands-on presents!! woo~ haha jia you!

saw this' i want you to be happy, but i want you to be happy with me' lol.. don't know. things ain't always going your way girl. haha
so just keep walking. let's rock it!

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from the magician:

'if people tell you everything, they take away the opportunity for you to learn'
'the best lie is one that is wrapped around a core of truth.'
'before you can take control, you have to be in control.'
'people change. no one stays the same'
'desperate man do stupid things. and stupid men make mistakes.'
'the enemy of my enemy is my friend'
'fools rush in where angels fear no tread'
'everyone can be defeated. only ideas are immortal'

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There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare.

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do.

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love, remind you of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it
With a beating

Throw your soul threw every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could have had it all
We could have had it all
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it
You played it to the beat

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