Oh my my, it kind of seemed like I totally forgot to blog. been pretty busy and reaching home has not helped. But I thank God that I have been consistent in doing the 40 days in the word book.

Not easy, there were times where I just wanted to accumulate to the next day, but I pulled through. 

This week in school was like a breather as it was ALD week and the students were out for excursions. I still feel the pressure though cause the VP has highlighted more cases to me. Students whom are adverse to me and what I do, I need to engage them. >.< Really need God's strength. I also kind of feel God's prompting to really stay and just do my best to reach out to these students. Sometimes my designation poses as a problem for me. Seeing me for 'counselling' would make them admit that they have issues or certain needs. Which I totally understand. But when their behaviour might become detrimental to them in the long run, we really need to intervene. VP sees me as an expert but you know me, I don't like going into the battlefield without getting prepared and I really take a lot of time to prepare (okay, cause I get distracted). Wah I really need the strength, patience AND GOD'S LOVE. Sometimes I feel that one of them lack love, maybe the right kind. I do not even know if I am able to call him out on his behaviour. I was never the assertive type to begin with. Really need to pray for God's wisdom on how to get through to him. It will take time, but I keep telling myself to try till there is no more way. It will be quite a feat. But let's go!

Two more weeks till the March holidays! Definitely looking forward to my PWS that is coming up! Praying that T won't be too tired cause its in the middle of his reservist deployment and he is able to secure the off! If not, don't know when we can do it. But trusting God that He will provide and pull through!. Two more weeks! Jia you Clare!

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