treated like trash

sigh.. i know.. not a normal way of starting this entry..but.. sigh.. this is the second time i'm typing this out because my laptop just crashed just now.... >... i'm having a headache here!!!
okay now..i'll type what i can remember.. well... sort of like finding fault with everything..including my friends.. sometimes feel that they are being friends with me because of me good grades.. am in that shallow?? should i even doubt them? do i even trust them??.. it doesn't seem right.... sigh..

BUT i made a promise to myself that... after the one week holiday.....i will come out of my 'shell'
从出江湖。 something like that.. hehe..so jia yyou!!... ahhh.need to hurry on my STAR research project.. okay later..

woofwoof

=do something right=

not sure who is he referring to....
wder act?
i don't think so.