language

language is a funny thing. try adding chemistry into english- monomer is a small molecule. polymer is a big molecule, made up of many monomers (small molecules) ok. so polytechnic= big school with many courses. i still can take it. but monopoly? which is which? a small winner with big winner? isn't monopoly a winner takes all game? sigh.. its just weir when you mix chemistry and english together. Mdm Priya also corrected some of our mistakes, like how we like to pronounce kids as 'chewren' not chill-dren. haha weird.. and i didn't even notice it. hmm.. today was tiring. haha kept going around.. feel like sleeping. went for night class yesterday.. so tired haha.. jia you.. i'm coping well with physics but not really well with maths :P haha.. jia you!!

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Lord, who art thou?

this is the second time that i'm typing out this post. grrrrr.. my have hit some error button. oh man, trying to recall what i've typed form memory. here goes:

Phes, stretching out in my chair, i've just finish my lastest work of the art- my compo on beauty(oh it didn't quite sound like that during the first time, nevermind, its along that line). ok let me continue. i'll be letting mdm priya mark my work this time, kind of tired about ms phua's techique. sugh, why can't writine a compo simply be just based on orignality of plot and ideas. isn't compo suppose to be a way for students to exporess their thoughts and creativity? i'll surely ace it if it was haha...

today's sermon was by Rev James Tan-no substitute for prayer. Well.. he did not really preached the way that i thought this topic should be preached. he kept harping on the example of saul being the best candidate and role model for showing that prayer actually turned his life around-that is when he was blinded by Jesus. hmm.. i would prefer if he used a comparison between someone who prays and someone who doesn't. yup, definitely better :) rev James Tan also asked us to embark on a soul searching conquest-- ask the question "Lord, who art thou"
it is kind of like giving up your soul, body and mind to him. completely summitting to him.

btw, tmr is my english oral, and guess who's the examiner?--- haha Mr Lam!!! oh man, he;s was like: Clare, you better don't laugh, or i'll minus marks from you." But how can i not laugh? just look at him? he's just so funny. haha... ok.. i'm a bit nervous about picture description. and a teeny weeny bit unsure about conversation. so in the questions asked are a little weird like: how do you go to school? ermm... my dad fetch me everyday? well, i'm not that worried about reading aloud, i'll do fine. i know it.. haha all the best. God bless. hope that i won't need to type this out again. here goes nothing............

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the aftermath of SC

i was blog hopping when i came across this passage in Nichole.xiong xiong's blog:


-start-
I was just a ne coordinator of my class when i was in sec 1.
I was just a welfare coordinator of my class when i was in sec 2.
I am a councillor by the end of sec 2 year.My first camp as a councillor- Sec 1 induction camp 2006.
Then, I got my one and only junior badge.
My first job, Sec 1 registration where i counted loads of money.
Then, i got my one and only tie.
I loved my holidays.
With only a few of us and always that few who came back to do ushering.- Bursary Award ushering and many etc.
I miss the times the few- new- of us went to nacli camp with the sec 2s.
I miss the times we sat down together during the nacli thanking the -whoever- for giving us the food! -lol-I miss the times we sat down and gossiped abit, laughed about. and laugh at my dumbness&slowness.!
I miss the times we chatted over msn to discuss about the nacli proposal- old folks home, which we never did carry out =/
I missed slc last year.
I got my senior badge but our coords talked to us who didnt go.
I miss the times we discussed how are we going to get our senior badge.
I miss the times we stood up on stage, bowing to the school population beacuse we're stepping up as 25th SCI miss the times me clare and was marking attendance.
I miss the times clare and me was taking down mintues.
I miss the times clare and me sat down to discuss about proposals.
I miss the times we went for camps.
I miss the times the first camp that 25th organised- Sec 1 induction camp 2007.
I miss the times we sat down as a batch discussing how the hell are we going to solve the problems.i miss the times when i ... many many things..BUT! i dont miss the times when izwan and limying tricked me about the meeting for the proposal. i abhore it totally.- laughs. i only just remembered it when i reminsice the past
--end-

the same thoughts flew through my mind, i miss the times that we had together.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in JuneI didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We would get so excited and we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still beFriends Forever

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:

Yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la:

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

its sad, i don't want this to end. don't want. the bond is closer than it was in primary school. 4 years as compared to 6 years. why? we've been through so much together. so much. i don't it to end it. don't want to. but since its ending, might as well end it with a big BANG!

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Stop it now!!!

Stop it now!!! my mind rages infury, i'm in total confusion, procrastination with the addition of nonchalence. why? i don't know, i cannot make up my mind. its mind-blowing and difficuly to fight it. why? the answer: i'm being too nice to myself. i keep thinking that ther's a tmr, when this 'tmr' does not come. ugh!!! why? the rpelims are only like 1 month away but i'm still stuck at chapter 3 of a maths and 0 at chem oh nooooooooooo, all my friends are revising proofusely now. no.. i need to work.. really work.... i cannot take this anymore.. i need to work!!!!!

no procrastinating, start working!!!

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LCD-the 25th student council has retired+ remedial lessons

Maths remedial, weiqi gave a STAR biscuit to Joan. never give me(sniff) haha jkjk. cute right. hmm.. was really tired cause remedial started at 8am instead of the usual 8.30am. haha.. anyways, got there on time, or even earlier. yeah!! then after that was physics remedial haha almost the whole class was brain dead.. but were super hyper(not to mention felt crappy) when mr tan mentioned the word 'test' and 'later' respectively. haha well, did average but considered bad cause the class had lots of 17,18,19 and one 20/20 from miss ma. well.. that beats being in the best class>.<>.<


That's izwan's plaque haha but he got the photo from a very nice angle. way to go man!!! haha well, on friday, it was the official day of becoming an old bird. sat back with the class. feels weird. wearing the collar pin and not the tie, not going into the sc room in the morning(cause its the 26th clan now) haha not sitting at our usual spot-beside the flag pole. haha 'so near yet so far' well, i really miss the old days, even though they were busy and hetic and weird and it cause us to go back to class late for like the upteenth time, but hey, its part to the experience right? haha love you guys 25th!!!

love you guys!!!

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The depression that led to a spiritual revalation

'i think i'm going to cry' those were the thoughts when i sat down in my seat with only my cetificate, not plaque. the higher the hopes of getting something, the harder you'll fall when you don't get it. why? am i not as campable as them? did i not put in as much affort as them? why? why didn't i ge tthe plague. that were my very thoughts. i hated it. i was disappointed with myself. why do i not get recognition for what i have done? i did well... didn't i? then why didn't i get it? its like the same as the chinese compo competition. i got in 3rd for the second time, but nooo... all that they want to publish in the book is the 1st and 2nd prize. the 3rd will just step back. why? is it that unfair? hmm... was wallowing in self-depression the whole day of school. sorry guys for my unruly behaviour. i know i was not my usual self. really sorry. but i guess this taught me a lesson:

the night before, i was reading my daily devotion and it so happen to say this:
What you have in the natural realm is as nothing compared to what you receive in the spiritual realm.i guess its true. men tend to believe and feel that they have reached the ultimate success when they receive a token or plague(so as to say) for recognition. even if God promised us riches more then ten thousand kings and happiness that overflow more then a million vessels, men still fall into temptation. we cannot see the goodness that God left for us, hence we only believe what we see. this whole plaque thing made me realise this: that God has a plan for us. i know that we can trust him, even though i cannot see the things that he has promise/prepared for us. but traust and faith is all we need.

lastly, i want to thanks people who have made the effort to cheer me up: man wei, nichole(xiong xiong), zhen yuan, joan, izwan and murni(thanks* guys:P), ee lin ( although she's been used to my temper:P) rahmah. thanks* love you guys. muacks!!!!!

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in front of the school com awaiting...

suddenly, i feel like blogging.
how random can that be? here i am, sitting in front of the computer in my school library. ok fine-THE school library, beside joan, the p, while she finishes her compo on cats. haha, a few seconds ago, she turned towards me and asked: how do cats give birth. HELLO! do i look like a cat? a dog maybe, but a cat? haha, okay, she just searched the net for cat pregnancy reports. yeah baby. we're both waiting to go for 26th LCD's reharsal. wow!! 2.45pm. i guess, by the time i finished blogging, we would have been late. hmmmm.... wondering if this is considered wasting time? well, to my dad yup, but to me... i don't really know. blog hopping isn't really considered productive. but hey, at least i'm doing it to keep myself updated, in-the-know and for the welfare of my peers-not really but.. haha. mainly, looking at the pictures... well.. in a blink of an eye, the footprints of the 25th students council will be gone, swept away by the sea. what remains will only be a memory- cliche i know but, hey, its nice :) haha.. hmm... my mind is swirling with thoughts, but the ultimate question is: is joan done yet? hehe but i don't dare to ask. being the secretary, she must always stay close to her president. yup. btw, tmr is zhen yuan's birthday haha. 16 already, don't keep shouting jia peng. haha... and just today, everybody in class ok mainly my little bro(yong kang) chia heng+ zhenyuan(who shouted across the classroom) were discussing or rather mocking each other about something called ni qiu. haha when i asked zhen yuan what is a ni qiu, he replied with his cute actions: ermm... don't know, its some kampong thing. haha so funny..

sometimes, i feel that only when you're going to lose something, then you will treasure it.... sigh... why is it always this way....??? 失去才会珍惜。珍惜才会拥有。

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Debate, we won!!!

woohoo!! we won!! congrats to cheryl, dorisa and mythili too!!! for winning the unseen text against naval base sec. we won our debate for set text motion: the chaotic events in Midsummer weave a cautionary tale for the ruling classes to pay attention. haha we beat fairtfield methodist. with our prep work of only 2 days. however, i guess God deserve the credit too..-i prayed during prep, during the 4o minutes cab ride and before the debate. thanks God, you rule!! thought that fairfield was soooo prepared. they had like books and files and stacks of paper with them. phew. totally hilarious.-- i'm not that mean to laugh, but was a bit sarcastic there. after that, went to town with eileen. the chong one, not ee lin. haha ate pastamania!!!!! woo... budget budget.. haha then bought this pair of cute little silver buttin earrings. cool!! it was under $6. saw this cute Badtz-Maru ( penguin friend of hello kitty) in this red cape. so adorable!!!! took a picture of it. then i totally for got about the flash sigh.. silly me.. so after taking the picture, we went out haha. the flashing incident >.<

i have another confession to make!!! i want to be a columnist!!! just like sumiko tan and jeremy au yong. haha was reading his column titles: If Google making us more stupid than sex making us smarter? haha i'm going to save that piece of article , i really agree with. hmm... i'm wondering what does it take to be a columnist. a degree? a passion for writing everything and anything under the sun? i hope so, cause i'm always crapping around. however the bad thing about me is that my attention span on something is very short, i'll always think of something else while i'm doing another thing. call it multi-tasking, but i prefer to call it far sightedness. my dad's always commenting about looking confident but no substance. but don't you think that having confidence equates to having half the battle won already? i can be considered a self-motivated girl, not really to an extreme, but super positive and self-motivated at least. well, my o levels are nearing , and as theey edge close, no doubt i'm feeling the heat, the pressure. it's going to burn if i really don't start now. doing the 07 and 05 past year o level paper made me realise that i'm not dreaming. the fear is real. so i better get going!!

btw, yesterday, i attended my school's musical. well... can say that i would definitely want an encore. the start of the musical was great. but as i wore on.. the songs, music... actions... they were tiring. just one word. tiring.sigh.. went through all the blogs, they still did not upload the photos!!! augh!!!! nevermind. i'll wait. its worth it hehe. i wore my mum's black dress-thanks mum:)

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Debate Prep #1+ musical tmr!!! (i'm going to sue her) haha just kidding

got back from mac just a few mintues ago. walked home-exercise. haha so how did prep for the debate on saturday went? well.... tedious. eileen and me ended up talking about crappy stuff and making lame remarks about each other. but we still mange to complete it. yea baby yea! well, got quite fed-up while doing it. haha then there was this glob/strands of eraser shavings all rolled into a ball, and eileen siad that part of my brain had dropped out ( you can get the pictures from her ) , and there was the time when i just commented that titania fell in love with an ass-head and she started laughing like crazy i mean what's so funny. haha well, i was kind of memorable. but tiring. tmr, they'll be coming to my house for part 2. yup. haha.
in addition, today Mdm rani forced people into buying tickets for the musical how could she!!!!wow man!!! she really dampened the spirit. you cannot just force people into buying them. sigh.. nevermind

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Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

i'm having the lit fever. imagine the moment you open your lit paper, this lyrics pop out.. haha what will the question be like? what can you tell from the lyrics above? haha the girl is jealous hmmm... depicts a scene of funkyness, yet sorrow, underneath. it can be mental outburst, mental battle between wanting to yell the lyrics out at him or not. it's kind of cool. haha.
was sick yesterday. flu flu. nose as red as a reindeer- i think i used that expression for the upteenth time already :P
on friday, its the musical. haha all my friends are like wearing like of 'formal', like white top black bottom, or black top white bottom. haha. i think i'm going to wear my mum's black dress. but it has a square neck. i look weird haha. we'll see how it goes oki?

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Youth Day '08 and oh-so-whatevers

not a bad day, woke up at 9am, actually, it was 8.45am. 15 minutes just in time for me to just ready and plonk myself in front of the tv. for my first episdoe of W.I.T.C.H.hmm... was quite looking forward to today as ..... THERE'S A LATEST BUZZ EPISODE THAT WAS COMING ON, AT 12.30 PM NOON!!! woohoo.. ok i practically waited the whole day for this. other than the taking 5 movie at 4.30pm haha i practically had the whole programme memorised.well, i'm supposed to be doing my debate prep and stuff. but whatever.. that's my currently favourite excuse. hehe i got better things to do. like revise for my lit. but hey, i won't let my team down. yup. here's something that i thought while i was in the bath yesterday:

scene 1:
The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
(you) Move in a little closer

this lyrcis are from marie digby, yup haha and i sort of depicts the scene where you first found love, not that i have experience it before, but judging from drama serials, i think i got it right. haha

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45th Anniversary dinner+ELDDS Camp+Randoms?

Food!!! (eggs shaped like bunnies)

Zhen Yuan and me haha the maths genius

wow, got orange light effect!! but its like cutting across my head.

me and chia heng

me and wei jian(he doesn't look that blur)

ELDDS CAMP!!!

ok, let me talk about the 45th anniversary dinner first.

good news: did not need to pay $50 for the dinner

bad news: worked, toiled, sweat as free labour- usher cum food server. the people sitting at table 54 are soOoOoOoOoOo blessed!- cause have not only me, but jocelyn as their server. wow.. its was one of the most tiring day of my life. hehe but got a few pictures ( still need to get them from jia xin's camera and some phone ) manage to have fun and work at the same time.

Back from ELDDS camp. it has been 2 hours since. hmm... quite tiring, but i feel satisfied, considering the fact that i reached home at 11.20pm last night, slept at 12am and woke up at 6.35am. wow!!! its an accomplishment. i love isomers!!! went out of camp for 1 1/2 hours, chem remedial. cool alkanes. cons told me that our activity (courtroom drama) went smoothly. phew! for ELDDS fun time, cons and me mended a station called brain teasers. yeah! we rule!! haha.

ELDDS DAY CAMP 2008 success!!!!

hmm.. saw on today's newspaper (world) that a MAN gave birth to a baby girl. so all you boys out there, is he can do it, so can you. haha just kidding. the truth is, the guy was actually a girl. although he went for chest reconstruction, he kept his sex organs. yuup. in addition, his wife could not give birth. so the responsibility went to him i guess. haha.

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i'll just sit and keep my mouth shut during discussions

next time, when there's a class discussion, i'll just sit there quietly. i mean, what's the use even if i try to contribute? isn't the one with the highest scores or ranking in the school able to call the shots? then my, with my puny score of 22 and ranking 34 in our class shouldn't talk at all. anyway, i don't really have exisitenc-the value of it in class. although i don't feel llike this all the time, there are times, where i feel that we are all in care bear land hehe.but sometimes.. sigh.. i don't want to talk about it. hehe since nobody reads my blog, i might as well rant here. yeah!! i'm super positive so i'll be all right, as long as i do well in my Os yeah baby yea!!! i want to post my compo here, but it's very longggggggggggg....
oki, i'll try.
hmm... maybe i'll write an excerpt. hehe

"How do i look?"Audrey asked, as she twirled to show Michael her gown.
"Beatutiful, darling. " replied Michael.
"we'll take this,"Audrey said, flashing me a bright smile, her almost perfect white teeth sparkled, matching to bring blue chiffon gown.
while Audrey was changing, i mustered up my courage.
"Sir, would you want to change the gown to another piece?The scar..."but i soon trailed off ad Michael stopped me with a knowing smile, and shook his head.
"But why?"i pressed on.
"I love her,"he replied simply.

cool right!! haha who said only death and departure can be touching. yeah man. that's the excerpt. if you want the whole story, find me!!

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