If you could see me now...
my face will only have one word printed on it-crestfallen
my mouth would be neither a smile or frown, but a line
my eyes no longer sparkle, but emit dim light of tiredness and weariness
you would think that the in built self making happiness mechanism inside of me needs some serious oiling
you would think i had just attended a funeral
If you could see me now...
physics today, hmm.. paper 2 was better than paper 1 wow o.O
oki great i'm so... i feel so hopeless, but i know that i have 2 half papers tmr, and its not the time for me to crouch in a corner and cry over milk that i think i'll spill but have yet to be split. by milk i mean o levels and spill i mean flunk/bad grades. i've been ondering lately-what am i actually good at? hmm.. being happy is one.. nono... trying to always be happy is one, but i've not been doing a very good job of it lately.... but there's one thing that i'm certain- this prelim has definitely woke me up from my 'procrastinating and being nice to myself' dream. it has turn the gear up for revision, for me. yupyup.. i musr really do well for o levels if i want to get into optometry course in JC or U. sigh.. jia you jia you.. with God's grace, i'll survive. haha(i finally laughed)phew, i thought it would bethe end of the world for me if i can't smile-its like i have some muscular disorder of something.
woofwoof
=do something right=
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