covertousness

argh!!! its driving my insane!!! why can't i find it!! that OUTDATED COLOR MAGAZINE NUMBER 168 why!! why!! why!! i want to fly to taiwan just to get ALL the magazines with pi li mit articles!!!! ah!! i want i want i want. i will confess it- i covet for them! COVET, see what pathetic state i'm in? i'm on an insanity-streak and i haven't even get my results yet. !!! this is driving me nuts. hmm...well, hope that the newspaper annouces when the results will come out asap, or i can say bye bye to my taiwan trip :(.... btw, i dreamt last night that i scored 20 points for my o levels!!!! what the!!! oh man, i really hope that it won't come true. please.... please..
sigh.. i guess i changed quite a lot during the holidays--- well, my speech mainly haha.. man wei thinks so too. well, i guess i have not been practising my english well, my mum says i have to speak perfect, posh english-- like mr brown from mind your language.
oki i just saw this webbie and they're importing stuff from taiwan!!! ah!!!! i want to get my hands on them!!! oki.. i need to restrain myself haha self-control. self-control.... phew.. i've calmed down. hmm.. well, i guess that there's far more valuables in life than getting what you want, like that card with gui gui and yan ya lun's picture grr.. haha. well, live your life to the fullest, i'm still on the road to self-discovery and self control, learning more about myself as the day goes by, and i really want to improve myself, in terms of :
1 the way i speak (more english, more english)
2 my attitude towards people( i need to display different attitudes to different people- e.g professionalism, the right way to converse with others, the right time to laugh or make jokes)
3 most importantly, my walk with GOD, without him, i suspect that i'll go boongles by know haha.

God Bless

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