just a dream~

i was thinking about you. thinking about me. thinking about us. what we're gonna be. open my eyes again. it was only just a dream.

haha. slept at 11 plus last night, when i came back from the bbq. was uber tired. tired out from everything i supposed. though it rained almost throughout the entire bbq, but the guys were great!! haha they shifted the grill from the pit itself to the floor. so cool!! we bbqed on the ground lol. haha then when the rain stopped, we shifted it back. i think i held the grill with the food for like almost 5 minutes! but oki.. not that heavy and it certainly wasn't hot :P then it was camwhoring and beat stripping all the way :) haha the food was just nice. at least i ate my fill :) satay, buffalo wings, honey bacon, stingray. i love the buffalo wings. oh!! and there was the log cake from miss lee :) <3 haha pictures are up on fb:) but those aree only from my cam. xi wei's cam should have more :)

thought that i could sleep. but then when i close my eyes.. the questions flooded back. everything i want to know. what i knew.. its so energy draining.i manage to sleep i guess.. i dreamt.. though i don't remember clearly.. but. i'm not sure to. haha then i woke up at 7 plus. 6 plus to be exact.then tried to sleep. but couldn't. urgh. infruriating! at myself. i just saw glenn's fb post: move on. things change. you've got to continue walking.

i think i am.. i think i am..

then cc will say: denial!!~ ga..
this is getting stupid.
haha i have no idea what life wants with me.
or maybe its just the way i want my life to go.
i keep pushing. thinking that if i try hard enough, i'll eventually make it.
but when push comes to shove. nope. life doesn't like it. so it'll throw stuff call obstacles at you.
bring you on a ride of your life. i word:
WOW.

haha. so yupyup. i guess i'm at the obstacle stage cause i've shove it a little too much.
hmm.so a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do :)
i'll be fine. yeah! as always :)

hmm...the lyrics part. oh man.. still haven't plan. haha :P we'll see how :)
going to collect my prom dress later and shop for my other stuff like shops and accessories :) yupyup.

=do something right=