Be Sincere :)

NIGHT POST
These quotes are from weijin. i find them really true.
'when you feel like you've got nothing, think of how happy you would be if you lost everything you have right now and then got it back again.'
'some things in life aren't meant to be. be like a soldier who knows when to fight and when to surrender'
laugh often, long and loud. laugh until you gasp for breath. If you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots of time with them.'

i agree with them...but now i'm not feeling very good. its just weird.  i....
i guess. i need to jia you and keep my spirits up!.wendy is in the same situation as me.. i'm more lucky i guess. luckier than a lot of people. so i have to make it known. appreciation. really. thanks*.
if its meant to be then, it'll be.
though i'm afriad that its you.. it's always been you.. it'll always be you.
'sometimes i look back and see all the mistakes that i've made, remember the promises broken, the lines that were redrawn, the tears that were shed,and everything i could have done differently, but i guess i don't really want to change a thing because it brought me to where i am now, to you, and that makes it all worth it.'
i got to do.. what i got to do i suppose..


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MORNING POST
i will take it as a dream.. as they never come true, in reality.
if i take it as reality, it would be too painful for me.
i'll fall flat into the abyss of darkness, never to be seen again.
never to be seen again.

but there's one thing that one no would be able to steal it away from me.
and i have utmost faith in that
please don't ruin it for me, cause its all i have.
please?

the truth is i create scenarios in my head that will never happen in real life. haha :P
i just realise that i miss how happy i was when i'm with you. if given a chance, i want to relive it. that simple time, though hectic with lots of concerns but at the end of the day, i had fun, i was happy. i will reach the highest level of contentment! i will!! :) watch me! you'll always have a special place in my heart.

weijin sent me this quote yesterday:
'be nice to everyone but be true to only few, beacause you never know who will betray you at the end.'
=X why??? why can't everyone in the world be sincere? why must there be schemes and stuff. i don't want!!! i choose to be true to everyone. even if i get hurt in the end, as long as everyone is happy, it'll be oki :) its not nobility or anything.. its just my thinking. sincerity. that's the most important hope that'll keep mankind alive.

so let's jia you everyone oki!!! :) haha BE SINCERE!! :P

'i ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders'-jewish proverb, courtesy of weijin

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