not sure if i'll have the luxury of blogging tmr. still got plenty of stuff to do. lots of stuff undone!! haha
but right now i thinki have to squeeze out some time to blog. if not my fingers would be itching sooner or later xD.
i think i would be blogging in.. kind of like a 'strict' neat fashion.. no idea why, but stuff keeps popping up in my head. most prob i'll number them down one by one.. as usual.
1) uni application. its obvious i'm starting to get really paranoid. talked to my ct. she says not to worry. veron dear also say i just need to pass the interview. but i don't know. what if i don't ever get the letter? =X drats. my results are seriously just.. average?? or below average? i just hope that the letter(s) will come soon
2) i think i overexerted myself today again? haha going to feel the pain tmr. off day today so went gymming. usual.. but its been a long time since i visit the good old gym. this time its was cass. :) haha nice workout donw. hopefully i can take it tmr. i won't fall sick. haven't fall sick since stomach flu that time. but don't worry. i'll be oki :)
3) piano. i know i must really work hard. i'm going to get distinction for it!! i really should. though its not my last year, but at least it looks good!! then off to dip. dip must work extra hard too. jia you for piano. i must make myself fall in love with scales and alligator crawl. dotz.. while i was having lesson just now.. had the sudden thought that i should have taken grade 8 when i was like.. sec 4 or something. at least i was more obedient. haha unlike now.. keep whining and finding fault with the piece. bad girl >.< so i should really put my mind, heart and soul into it. really. i'm not going to retake or what. as in.. i don't want to fail and waste my parent's money. its not cheap! so what if i pay for myself.. still!!
4) i think my generation gap with my parents is really wide.. i cannot seem to communicate with them sometimes.. its bad.. i don't feel like talking to my parents sometimes. i just want to be shut in my own world. i can support myself and everything. work and push myself.. but i know that communication between them and me is of utmost importance. my dad has total trust in me. i still have to take care of my mum. she's very blur. though sometimes the questions she ask.. seriously makes me feel like knocking her on the head but still. i love her lots. haha i don't think i'll be able to survive without them sometimes. haha :) yeah, so i think i really need to try and make the effort.. don't let them worry too much and stuff. esp uni and my own life.
5) my job rocks. haha really. haha i don't mind doing full shift and stuff. cause the people there are nice :) though there's been some cock-ups here and there, but still haha laughters all the way. junqi is so street-smart, really admire her. haha hopefully she give births to a healthy baby boy yeah :) and boss. ahaha don't be so forgetful!! haha jerome is still on with his ufo madness haha. but a lot of people are leaving.=X don't know.. hmm.. i got other job offers, but i still need to sort out my stuff.. my schedule and everything.really need to think..
6) a self-confessed pig. haha i have no idea why i always think of eating or sleeping. haha no idea :P
7) those stuff. >.< sigh.. sometimes somethings will trigger it. don't like it. haha but sometimes i'll just smile i guess. i remember i saw this long quote :
'I’ll be fine, the pain will subside, like how it always did. The sun still rises in the morning, life still goes on. Everytime I thought I wouldn’t survive, or that I can’t live without you, I’ll look back &; hey, I’ve survived so many days without you, happily. So tell me, can I live without you? Yes, of course. :) Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. I’m not gonna suffer because of you. I’m not gonna let one person affect my life. Look, I still have zillions of people whom I can smile to, zillions of people who can make my day.
haha pretty cute don't you think? i kind of understand when weijin told me: do stuff that make you happy and not what make others happy. haha i kind of apply it a little in my life now. haha :) don't know ba.. i guess cause now things have died down. everything for me is over already. kind of stupid to keep harbouring any thoughts.. though you know you cannot help yourself. hmm.. so just move on like that. cause its a habit already. haha just that now. its nothing :)
8) listening to more english songs than chinese songs?? avoiding some songs though :P haha but came across fanfan's new song.. courtesy of iweekly. the tune isn't catchy, but the song title sounds nice, sweet and romantic!!
;最重要的决定
我常在想应该再也找不到
任何人像你对我那么好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰
你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起来气得??仙女都跳脚
可是人生完美的事太少
我们不能什么都想要
你是我最重要的决定
我愿意每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾不会冷冰
因为真爱没有输赢只有亲密
我愿意打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放晴将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径只有经营
nice lyrics don't you think?? haha especially the part where the friends are all supportive and everything. haha plus communication between the couple and everything. uber awesome :) oki.. i think i should expand my vocabulary someday :)
for english songs... rascal fatts is not bad!!
These days
Hey baby, is that you?
Wow, your hair got so long
Yeah, yeah, I love it, I really do
Norma Jean, ain't that the song we'd sing in the car
Drivin' downtown, top down, makin' the rounds
Checking out the bands on Doheny Avenue
Yeah, life throws you curves
But you've learned to swerve
Me, I swung and I missed
And the next thing ya know, I'm reminiscing
Dreaming old dreams, wishing old wishes
Like you would be back again
I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off into my job, guess not much has changed
Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you
That's what I'm doin' these days
Yeah, that's what I'm doin'
Someone told me, after college, you ran off to Vegas
You married a rodeo cowboy, why?
That ain't the girl I knew
Me, I've been a few places mostly here and there once or twice
Still sortin' out life, but I'm doin' all right
Yeah, it's good to see you, too
Well, hey girl you're late
And those planes they don't wait
But if you ever come back
Around this sleepy old town
Promise me you'll stop in
To see an old friend, and until then
I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off into my job, guess not much has changed
Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you
That's what I'm doin' these days
I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off into my job, guess not much has changed
Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you
That's what I'm doin' these
I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
and this song i heard it on bud's shuffle, i just remembered.. no wonder the tune is so familiar. kind of sad song. >.< the mv is even worst!!! sad ttm!
What hurts the most
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
actually.. didn't really notice rascal flatts.. its just that bieber's new song that should be me was featuring him, so went to google. haha then found out accidentally. anyways, his songs are really good.. and his voice is fantastic, though the mv could have been better? haha :) this is really quite a long post. but its only at point 8. hmm something random on point 9 then :)
9)
hope.
this picture reminds me of hope. :)
10) oki.. i think maube i'll blog tmr. haha :P if i got time.. i should.. i really should :) but i saw some fantastic quotes:
'i once read somewhere that when you can't make a decision, you should flip a coin.
because the minute it is in the air,you know exactly what you want the answer to be'
(side track: my colleagues are urging to me to keep long hair!! whyy?? )
(side track: do the pretty girl rock.. my name is keri, i'm so pretty, don't hate me cause i'm beautiful xD)
this is so true!!! you can actually tell if the person is happy/sad/frustrated/elated/or anything just by hearing them on an instrument.. well at least that's for me ?? i think haha :)
:) awesome much!!!!!!!!!!!
11) suddenly have the urget to get a polariod!!!! oh man!! how???? haha. i got the money but should i or should i not??? am i going to waste it?? am i?? its like $300 plus plus!! ah.. how!! think think girl.
12) weird urges and craving suddenly... am i pregnant? LIKE REAL! haha i'm not.. just that i'm falling in love with yoghurt and maybe polaroids!!
somehow drawn to this picture, no idea why:
woah.. this is a uber long post.. hmm.. can make up for my lost time i supposed. oki, i need to get on with my other stuff already. hopefully tmr i'll have time to log on and post. if not i'll change the title :)
=do something right= (&
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