took the day off today.. kept coughing. not to mention sneezing and now my eyes are affected??
maybe i sneeze too much?? i have no idea.. taking the day off tmr too.
important date coming up this week. cannot and will not miss it for the world!!! if i do.. i guess i would regret. so yeah. haha. must get well soon. anyways i will do my best!
no double pay :( nvm. this month still got two more days. haha jia you!!!
i really like working with my colleagues. i really admire their spirit, experiences and advise they give me. not forgetting the jokes that they like to crack with me or about me or on me. haha always saying that i'm the noisy one.. they can hear my voice from the escalator. hello. not my fault oki!!! my volume is like that. haha
boss, ah rome, ah qi.. and occasionally.. optom relief like elaine and nurul. haha really very fun!!. but i may be changin job soon. admin for weekdays then sales for weekends. haha yupyup. just keep myself busy i guess. rather than stay at home and not doing anything. i don't really have people to go out with too. haha so yeah. :) plus what zy gor told me really woke me up. i realy should go brush up already. oki plans plans.
hmm.. i was quite surprised yesterday by what a photo can tell others about yourself.. may not be true.. but still shocked me.. its like. who are we really? can a photo really allow someone to see through you? i really emphasise to just be sincere to everyone. simple. sometimes... you may behave differently towards different people.. but its never true is it? i don't know.. i have no comments regarding this. i'm not perfect either and i have my flaws. if i've offended anyone, i apologise. but.. sometimes i do wonder... this facade.. us humans. are we that pathetic?
side track a bit. i just found the most simple hairstyle that i'm going to weaar in uni. haha will make me look like a nerd but who cares. haha its not a fashion show or anything. :) so going to wear that. i would help lessen pimples and help in eye sight too!! :)
oki back.. just hope that. everyhting would be fine.
seriously.. my nose is killing me >< press on!!
been really tired lately. covering myself up with layers and layers of stuff. just to keep myself occupied. many ask, what are you trying to do to yourself? i don't know how to answer.. i don't know.. but i think i'm doing the right thing...
was broswing through my mp4 then i found this song:
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
[Chorus]
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
What do I care if they believe me or not
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
[Chorus]
I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away
[Chorus]
kelly clarkson's cry. haha i think the lyrics cught on last year.. so i downloaded it. but it wasn't up to my mood then. now.. i guess its more of the melody and stuff. its not bad. so go and listen to it!! :)
forgot what i wanted to say.. eh.. oki skip and write this down first:
when i was bathing. i had this revelation about blogs.. hmm. private/personal/public. one will never know. some people use blogs like a diary.. ppouring out their feelings.. agitations and emotions. others use it as some sort of memory book. noting down dates and events. more of people and fun rather than feelings i guess a blog.. is just a way to store stuff too haha like a box. but you can do it in words/pictures.. any way you like it. haha so yeah. i guess it is kind of like a cool tool. anyways, i think my lappy is giving way. i think i need to do a backup for my documents.. then.. eh either get a new on or reformat. need to ask boss. he's the expert. haha oki.. hmm. read my 'other pages' on fb. haha really i still do agree with all of them which i liked :) haha some things will never change.. at least i won't change. 10 years down the road.. i'll still be like this?? i don't know. good or bad. you guys decide. xD.
i found out that i have a pattern when i blog and that is i'll always put some lyrics and then pictures. oki. so here are the pictures. i wished that they taught us this in maths:
even though.. i was meant to forget you.
the caption is not bad :) but i adore the background!! hmm.. maybe can borrow the background and put..'night has come, but daybreak is always near' haha or somehting like that.
something for my xiao di if he comes:
this week i saw many people doing stuff that i used to do.. so kind of miss it. haha but i know.. i know.
i promise no emo posts so yeah. not going to be emo.
hmm oki sincerity to yourself and others then heck all the way!!!!!!! lol!!~
take care till then!
oh i suddenly remember what i wanted to say!! i don't want to be sick anymore!!! i don't want to see my parents worry or work so hard. i want to be well again. oki. after this, when i get well, i'm not going to get sick anymore!! yeah!
=do something right=
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