had trouble getting to sleep last night. though i was decked out in shorts, rather than my usual long pants for pj. but the heat was seriously eating into me. the fan was turned on at 2 already but i didn't help. maybe it was due to the comforter that were wrapped round my legs.. probably didn't need the cover. abandon it i guess.
had flashbacks..just before i fell a sleep. kind of weird.. the flashbacks were all about school. pri sch co, sec sch just running around, jc at the concourse. maybe i did some work before going to sleep last night that's why.. or maybe i really missed those times. the carefree period. the hiongness. the growing up and breaking my heart part. sometimes.. i wish i can relive again.and again and again. even though there were sadness. but still. going through all of them. was really meaningful to me.
i'm so going back on 3rd june. no matter how tired i am. i'll go.
today.. is another kind of special day.. its special because its suppose to be 2 people who remember it. but in the end. i'm the only one remembering it. so its kind of unique? haha. eh.. yup. erm. that's about it. time to eat, head to the shower and off to work.
oh ya forgot to mention!!! i met zy gor.. eh on sat ya GE day. i absolutely adore meeting NS guys. really!!!!! the stories they tell and everything. its like i've been to NS!!!! haha so cool. i sort of got sucked into their lingo. especially when i keep telling myself: SUCK THUMB, MOVE ON. haha nice!!!! encik. encik. encik!! haha so funny. adoring it ttm!!! really. love all the guys who are in NS now and book out to share their experience.. hmm. the 5th may batch.. wonder if i'll have anyone to talk to...they're still doing their BMT....2 weeks confinement. then.. book out.. spend time with love ones.. which i'm not inside lol. haha eh.. my gor and di all POP already. hmm. see how it goes. haha .yeah!!!loving the experience ttm.
=do something right=
16months since we first met & things were never the same again.
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