but the good thing is that i have one person making my day happy :) hmm.. starting from thursday. haha cause it was lab day. jia ni's first lab!!! haha i love having bao yi and her as my lab partner. bao yi is super cute!!! jia ni is super funny haha lab noob with dumb lab partner! :) whee~ haha
jia ni was kola-ing me the entire lab session!!! haha her little limbs were wrapped round my tree bark thick left leg cause i was standing up haha :) it was oki. she's relaly light anyways. BUT BUT BUT the highlight of the day was when she wore the gloves the wrong way!!! haha :) :) :) she still asked me the gloves got side or not? i'm was like huh at first? like no. then i realised what she meant. haha she kept saying her thumb feels tight and then i saw it--- she wore the glove in the superimposable way!! haha her thumb could actually fit into the compartment where the little finger was supposed to be!! like what!! haha joke or the day. haha but i cannot spread it. so here i am posting it here xD since no one read my blog so yeah :)
this is irritating. i typed everything i wanted to say.. like the thoughts just flowed then blogger had to hang and i have to retype>< so.. what i typed below would be hopefully a good replicate. haha
thursday night wasn't good.. got woken up by my feelings. yup :( somehow just couldn't sleep. it was super overwhelming. haha been a while already. i kind of marvel at how everything seems to be able to go on as if nothing has happened. study.work.cca. but when i'm alone or on the bus or just staring into space, it is as if everything is different. of course when i'm immersed in something, at that point of time or that period, i'll be happy and enjoying myself. but when i really stop sometimes. i realised that. everything has changed. i guess just is what it means that life goes on. it's still hard to snap out of it. i have no idea why i have this notion of thought. like others could recover so fast. but i'm still lagging behind. i know that my favourite age is 18 as it has all the memories in it. i know that i said i would like to say 18 forever. but no, not this way. not stuck in the past. i just want to remember what i did at 18. the feelings i know i would not be able to relieve them over again. that's why i'm afraid. i'm afraid that when they get married, i'll still be there. that scares me. it really does. just the thought of it.that's why i have to get out of it. like sheldon, who's willing to type 'go north. go north . go north' 3 times when he's stuck in the forest. i have to keep pushing? i don't know. i guess i really miss the feeling. i have a best friend, good/close/great friends. a bestie. but my buddy spot is still opened. it has been reserved. i still want to get back. to carry on. i still yearn for that friendship. but ironically, i cannot escape from the feeling of running away. of avoidance. as much as i want the buddy-ship to go on. it is like a reflex. to push everything and anything away. of just thinking negative stuff which may or may not be true. maybe. someday. reflect. wander.think. hibernate.
yesterday, jia ni and gang went for the second round of the sentosa race. haha and it was the team's mvp, basil huang who made me day :) or night to be correct haha :P cause he asked me why i didn't want tp join the race and i said that i didn't want to pull the team down. he answered saying that won't happen because he's there. he's the team's best anchor, star and mvp haha :) super funny :) i'm really thankgul towards God for letting me meet the magneto peeps and be part of magneto. cause i know that even though i may not take part in all of their activites, at least i know i'm not alone :) really love them alot alot :)
(i just found out that blogger does not auto-save as regualrly any more :( like what!!)
anyways, today, my mum made my day-- joke of the day: killing 1 bird with 2 stones! haha took me a while to grasp it haha. it all started because i was wearling a black tee and my mum said it made me look slim and fair, thus killing 1 bird with 2 stones. i was like huh?? shouldn't it be kill 2 birds with one stone? her reasoning: i'm the bird -.-
been hooked on glee's version of somebody to love and sing :) and then there's lady antebellum's need you now. haha this song brings back weird memories.... its some hypothesis that.. i'm not willing to test, lest of the answer.. i don't know :P (if you don't get it, just ignore what i typed and focus on the song titles will do )
finally found that song that has been nagging my mind---jls eyes wide shut.
here are the lyrics:
They say that some things are too good to be true,
But I just hope they ain't talking about you,
I heard that everything must come to an end,
But I just can't imagine me without you,
Me without you,
Yeahhhhhh...
JLS Tinie Tempah
Don't tell me I'm dreaming,
Cause if I've been dreaming,
I don't ever want to wake up,
So in love with this feeling,
Tonight I'll be sleeping
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut,
Cause I don't want to wake up,
Wake up wake up,
I don't want to wake up,
Wake up wake up,
So in love with this feeling,
Tonight I'll be sleeping,
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut,
Out of sight they say out of mind,
But your image will remain till the end of time,
I'm strong but hearts are easy to break,
Don't want to fall if there ain't no one to catch me,
Me without you,
Me without you,
Oh I don't ever want to wake up,
Don't tell me I'm dreaming,
Cause if I've been dreaming,
I don't ever want to wake up,
So in love with this feeling,
Tonight I'll be sleeping,
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut,
Cause I don't want to wake up,
Wake up wake up,
I don't want to wake up,
Wake up wake up,
So in love with this feeling,
Tonight I'll be sleeping,
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut,
Rap
I never wanna get out bed,
If I could rearrange the alphabet ,
It would be U, I, JLS, BA to J,F,K then L,A,X,
Yeah we's a match made,
Got me looking forward to it like a Saturday,
HaHa
Babe, tonight's about us,
I Got my Ray Bans on and my eyes wide shut,
Everybody everywhere throw your hands in the air say yeah say yeah,
Go on put your hands high if you ain't sleeping tonight say yeah, yeah.
Tonight I'll be sleeping,
Don't tell me I'm dreaming,
Cause if I've been dreaming,
I don't ever want to wake up,
So in love with this feeling,
Tonight I'll be sleeping
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut,
Cause I don't want to wake up,
Wake up wake up,
I don't want to wake up,
Wake up wake up,
So in love with this feeling,
Tonight I'll be sleeping,
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut,
Everybody everywhere throw your hands in the air say yeah say yeah,
Go on put your hands high if you ain't sleeping tonight say yeah, yeah.
Sleeping with my eyes wide shut
absolutely adore this show :) especially lee seung ki <3 haha he's like.. one of the few guys i think who looks good without specs..(for the record.. most korean guys look cute without specs haha but s'pore guys.. more with specs) yes, i do have a fetish for guys in specs :/ haha the show is really good. teaches us the mooney is the root of all evil. parents are willing to do anything for their children. never give up hope. sometimes you need to lose something to know its importance. etc.etc all the morals!! awesome :) haha.
'it's a quarter after 1. i'm so high that i can't sleep now~~ '
ring a bell?
i guess. my heart just doesn't want to leave the past. ><
all the best for the week people!!! :) take care yo!!
btw, grand prix is tonight!! go button, webber, vettel haha :)
=do something right=
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