heart dropped

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA!!

there. did it. done that. i must say really :
PRAISE THE LORD!!

given that during my exam period is was still listening to the radio and watching the sea games punctually at 7 pm everyday just to catch a glimpse of Joseph schooling or kevin jeremy matthews. oh well.. i should be happy with my results. the radio was a way to keep me going. watching the sea games was a way for me to relax. considering the fact that i screamed and shouted in triumphant when singapore won gold for badminton... that was a day before my chem paper? i cannot remember.

doing reflections a month after the exams may seemed too late. regrets of the results often or not become the aftermath. however. i'm proud to say that i do not really regret anything. cause i really did put in my effort and trust in the LORD that he really did give me strength to sit down and finish 5 2.5 hour papers. this feat... its really.. i'm really proud of myself. at least i did manage to enjoy and study at the same time. even though my grades were not that good, as compared to my peers. but with this score, i'm contented. haha ^^

learning to be grateful is a skill. especially when my heart literally dropped when i saw my grades. just the grade itself was enough to make my heart skip a beat. the gpa was even better. but overall, i'm still thankful haha :)

now as the holidays draw to a close and the next sem draws near... its time to get back into gear. to stop my body from crashing down. to stop my mind from thinking about all unimportant stuff. to really focus back into my optimum.the next sem would be tougher. with 6 mods instead of 5. with zero option of s/u ing. i got to fight. choosing electives of my interest is my current strategy to excel in them so as to focus on my 4cores. even though i have two exam papers on the same day and it seem as if the odds are against me. but i know i can do it. my peak. i can reach. i will reach it. i must reach it.

new found strength from the LORD. i really need a boost. jia you. conquer year 1 for a great start. afterwich. year 2,3,4 need to keep chionging too. oh well clare ah clare. jia keep moving :)

'no matter, you have to arrive at some place. if you walk long enough that is' -secret garden

fighting!

=do something right=