但日无所思，夜还是所求？
我不以为然，我不甘心。
i have no idea why i dreamt of him again. oki, this year it would be the first but still on 5th jan?? isn't it too early?
in the dream.. its too surreal that even i cannot believe it. but one thing is true for the fact that. i'm still running and hiding away. like seriously running and hiding. i cannot bear the sight of his back, his hair or even his shadow for that matter. just his presence, his aura gives me the chills.
but eventually he found me. (the carpark wasn't a very good place to hide -.-) but anyways.. we also got taught by this teacher (unknown, not really important in the dream just that she was ... very easy to cheat??) you know those scenes, where students made up stories to cover their tracks.. yeah.. somehow we did that in my dream. lol.. then there were some awkward scenes i guess.. not going to reveal or talk much about that... just that it was really weird... the best part was probably the part where we made up stories to get rid of the teacher. impromptu. pronto. dotz.. aigoo.. anyways. yeah. i know my dreams won't happen haha so yeah. but just got a got irritated by it.
anyways.. yesterday was oki. but i caught the flu again.. maybe because i'm paying back for all the sins i've committed, the evils thoughts i had. the evil deeds i've done.. so well. yeah.. i think i'll be fine with God's grace :) fighting. haha
there's so much to consider lately. i'll just take my time. jia you!!:)
out later again. haha :)
=do something right=
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