can we stop the world from turning

it has been ages since i've updated. i know haha. even though i've been on the net for a while... at least 4 out of 7 times a week but i hardly have time to come to blogger. lab reports are pretty much what is occupying my time now..

lately had lost my motivation to study too. been pondering on the question of what is the purpose of my life.. like study so hard.. for what. i really don't know. i realised that this question.... that popped up many years ago.. maybe the time when i started this blog.. till never it has never been answered. only masked by my busy schedules and routined life that i struggle even to breathe. but ... right now.. now that i've slowed down my pace of life especially when that happened to my family. i start to question what exactly am i doing with my life.

hopefully the book 'purpose-driven life' i'm going to borrow from san can help me out. i'm really lost.. tired and i really cannot take the stress of cGPA of the maintanence. the level of competition. its like... war. literally. haha fighting with others in the bell curve. fighting your own hormones. fighting to find your own place in life. i really need some divine intervention here!! haha.

i was tellling hammie kola and mama that i need either someTHING or someONE to motivate me kekex.. the former would be the easier one though i have nothing i want now. oh well. we'll see how it goes. pray and see how it goes. praying.. the only thing that i do the most nowadays. :)

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo… (3x)
We had the best years of our lives,
But you and I would never be the same,
September took me by surprise,
And I was left to watch the seasons change.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo… (3x)
It's been so quiet since you're gone,
And everyday feels more like a year,
Sometimes I wish I could move on,
The memories would all just disappear.
So many things I should've,
Said when I had the chance,
So many times we took it all for granted.

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought this could ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my best friend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo… (2x)
Looking back on better days,
When we were young,
 we thought we knew so much.
And now it seems so far away,
I'm wondering If I was good enough.
So many things I should've,
Said when I had the chance,
So many times we took it all for granted.

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought we would ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my best friend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Gone are all the days,
When we swore we'd never change,
And now I'm left here alone.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo… (3x)

Oh oh ooo..
Oh oh oo
Oh Oh oo…I'd never thought this would ever end,
Oh oh oo
Oh Oh oo…I'd never thought I'd lose my best friend,
Oh oh oo
Oh Oh oo…Everything is different now,
Oh oh oo 
Oh Oh oo…Can we stop the world from turning?

[CHORUS]I
'd never thought this could ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my best friend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo… (2x)
Oh oh oo ooo.

God bless

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