oki, wow, it has been almost 3 months since i've wrote something here. i realised that this could be my escape. a breather for life. at least for the next 5 minutes or so.
it's just that year 2 has not been very kind to me. increased in workload, shifts in priorities, trying to enjoy, and figure out my life at the same time. MY friends are apparently taking it into their stride. the boys especially. with their high GPA and all. i have no idea how they cope and i do not want to care. just want to try my best and live this sem well enough to pull up my GPA gap. aiming for a first class isn't easily in the second year. Hoping to go for exchange next sem so i would have to freeze a good GPA. if not i run the risk of having one sem less to pull up my GPA. -.-
i've been thinking.. sometimes of the sacrifices that i have made. not being able to join some stuff with my friends but instead, joining other stuff with.. other people i guess. maybe i need to sacrifice some things for the other things in life. is this how life works? that you cannot have the best of both worlds?
i am afraid my cortisol level will keep rising higher and higher with the aim to cope my stress level. health problems are really NOT welcomed right now. :/
anyways, just trying my best to move on in life. Clare Fighting!
=do something right=
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