My heart really hurts right now and i've got no one to tell it to so here i am.
It shouldn't be this painful, and I don't have time for this, but I guess I really just need an outlet. its not the rejection or the thing that we would only be friends. I don't even know how I feel about you in the first place. this might sound dumb but sometimes i just see you as a brother, sometimes as a friend, but sometimes something even more. although I won't know who is the person you have set your sights on but I know that it will be someone close to me. I am trying very hard to stem anything that I feel for you really. I will not talk to you till 2 weeks later since there is no school hahaha!. but yeah, I don't know. somethings are just better left unsaid here.

God please help me. jia you!

=do something right=