bang

Shoot. Shoot now. Shoot me down now. The faster the better. The sooner the greater. So I can recover and stand up strong again. Quicker and emerge braver.

One more day, V day till the bullet is being fired. Finally. All the what ifs will be settled. Just go, go official it would so much easier for me. I no longer have the job of applying bod for you. I no longer have to put your needs in front of mine. You go your way, I go mine.

One, one more day till I celebrate my one month anniversary. The anniversary of not talking to you, not texting you, not even looking right into your eye. The corner where we ran into each other, that split second and brief raise of hand in acknowledgement. Thank God for that. Just a brief moment, not enough to turn my world upside down but just enough to make a teeny impact. Just enough.

Just one more day. Everything will be over. I can move on with my life. A good joke this valentine's day. once in 19 years.

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