the sinking feeling is back again. i don't know why. but its back more often. whenever i cannot find what i want, my head starts to spin, my breathing gets distorted and its hard to even think of ways to ease myself from the 'ordeal'. urgh!! its frustrating. i must learn to control it. i read from a book-bump off lover- that everyone has a monster in the heart. when you cannot control your emotions properly, they'll control you, and they govern your thoughts, actions and words. i guess, maybe the autor is right.but we need to learn to control the monster inside. i hope that i can get over this sinking feeling asap!!
oh, met up with amanda, joan, eileen and bryant yesterday(the arena gang)love you guys!! haha we talked for like.. ermm. hours at cedele at wheelock place.uhhuh. it was cool ^^ pictures.. will be put up maybe later. haha oki.. that's about all!! yeah!
GOD BLESS!
=do something right=
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