HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO JIA WEI!! :) 19 ALREADY!!
haha was supposed to come back on wed but i was ripping some songs off my cd, so here i am :)
i think i have to go through this mental struggle everyday. waking up bewildered. better after brushing my teeth. then hit an all-time low before seeing something that will brighten my day. i did yesterday. and this morning, i did too again :) really thank you God, thank you all for helping me along this path!! :)
mental struggle with the devil isn't an awesome experience i must say. but i'll only know how i fare when things really settle down. for now its just enjoying my life.. trying not to think about 4th march first. haha looking forward to 27th feb. i feel that ignorance is bliss, even though sometiems i still require a wake up call. i know where to get it ;) haha so yeah. i'll be fine.
i think i'm a pig? cause i keep sleeping.. yet i'm still so tired in the day.. hmm maybe its because i didn't sleep well.been having lots of dreams lately.as usual. weird. like some challenge. then there's the durian competition. don't ask me why? its just a dream. haha.
its gaybe's last day.. with me today :( awww... i'll miss her. sians.she's the one that 'threw me into the water to feed sharks' haha and i really admire and thank her for that, even though its like... she still views me as a pig and part of the 'strawberry clan' of our generation. hopefully today i'll be in the mood haha. been feeling just plain tired, restless and listless lately :X haha oki
drats!! i cannot find that cd in the green envelope.. i found it while excavating two months ago.. now it has done the disappearing act again .. drone..... oh man.. i better search for it fast.. maybe i can rip some songs from it.. the others are plain old and i have most of them in my mp4 already. haha oki.. back to my hunt. :)
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i remember my colleague saying that we are all f.o.s haha. then i suddenly thought about us :x
f.o.s haha lol. seriously... that time haha.. really makes me smile haha. it was cool!! though uber stupid. yes yes, you're f.o.s, i'm m.o.s lol. ls!!!!!! haha
=do something right=
while walking home yesterday, i looked up into the night sky and saw a bunch? of stars.. i stared till i was dizzy. i really remembered and treasure that moment. where you held me by your side to catch me if i fall, while looking at those stars. i guess, no matter where we are.. we'll also be under the same night sky. under that same bunch of stars.. or is the brightest one a planet instead? :X lol.
fos...hehe
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