its good to not to have to keep keeping track of time before logging off the com and rushing to bathe, forgetting to eat breakfast/swallowing down 2 pieces of bread smeared with peanut butter before bolting out of the door, but not before checking all windows are closed though. haha i practically described my entire morning if i use the com for just a mere 1/2 hour. geez..
was talking to cassy just now, as usual, discussing about movies and music. haha then i went on to her portfolio. visited her last wed. uber cool!!! glad that she got the apprenticeship interview green light :) hopefully she'll get in and start her designing dream!! you go girl!! :) ohoh!! forgot to add this really awesome part!! we were talking about balloon.. then i was thinking that we should put tracking devices into balloons and release them into the air. haha then we can track and see where they float to cum how long they'll last in the air. this idea came from an ex-colleague of mine (who share the same birthday as me, kimberly ) haha, she ask.. in movies and drama serials, when they release a whole bunch of balloons, why doesn't anybody report to the authorities sightings of ramdom balloon in the air. like where do these balloons disintegrate to? haha. so ta-da. the tracker balloons device :) sounds kind of childish but to me.. its quite cool~ teehee :) then we were saying maybe it'll float to the bermuda triangle or something :)
was discussing with tsf last night, on my way home what should i put, as in a food list xD its gaybe's last day today :( but sadly i won't be with her.. sigh.. only can see her on fb. she sent me a msg haha so cool. oki going ot type it here :P since no one reads it:
M happy to know u. i had fun wit u too n thanks to u for sharing problem n help me to fight whatever sale i given to u n nice to have a helpful staff like u. thanks again..
copied.. right down to a t.aww... will miss her!! loads!!!
oki so we were saying about this food list haha i guess its the list of food that i've been fed by the staff in the store.. its a lot.. getting fatter day by day >.<
if i didn't remember wrongly:
alvin bought love letters 1 box
gaybe restocked the cupboard with cakes
alvin bought mango sago for me :)
jerome bought char siew pau
one customer bought egg tarts for all of us
gaybe bought eh.. coffee bean sausage puff, then she gave me money :x to buy takopachi ball, tori q chicken ball + pork w asparagus. she came back from the market with.. tau huay...from the rocher road famous store.. then ju kueh..4 pieces!! i was bloated.. oh man.. seriously becoming a pig. :x haha but nevermind. once in a while with her. so yeah its oki.. plus last day to eat so much...sadded!!! :(
bunny dropped by yesterday and bought a pair of sunglasses!! a bit of rayban rip off but heck! its cheap and she bought it from me!! cool!! haha :) i helped her wash using ultrasonic oki!!! :) hopefully got good customer service :P love her to the max!! hopefully would be able to see her on sunday :) though i'm unable to join them for the balli trip in april due to some cock-ups.. sian.. don't want to mention it already :x anyways, i like my outfit yesterday, though it was a simple tee and jeans.. but i added some colours to it, so i think its nice :) i found out i really cannot just waer plain white.. oki.. that's crap but.. i feel that i still need some colour. oh wells.. i don't really care much xP
i like working in the shop too cause i get to run around. was telling tsf and cassy just now. haha so cool!! its like if our shop don't have the stock, i get to run to the next store, grab it and run back for the customer~!! woot~~ haha so fun! :) but i seriously think i must work on my speed. and people standing on the escalator are not exactly very cooperative >.< be its oki :) at least i made it back alive.. haha :P
hmm.. not sure about store politics though.. its like... backstabbing here and there?? i don't know.. but i choose to remain ignorant. its like.. people keep saying i'm being made used of but i don't even realise it?? i thought we're supposed to have team dynamics?? so what if i'm a part-timer? i act don't mind doing extra stuff.. so long as i do it right, i'm taught by the right person and no one is out to get me. i believe the good in everyone cna God will keep me safe. so just let my help out as much as i can, learn as much stuff as i can :)
but seriously... i got consider changing to another job.. something more special... hmm.. not sure if i'll be able to do it. some might need qualifications.. business hasn't been good at the store either :( sadly.. but still.. hmm.. hopefully able to pull through in march..results would be out and stuff. but not sure if i'd continue.. if i can find another special job? scanning through the internet for other alternatives as well.. maybe i should try classifieds. haha :) i don't know.. just random thoughts here and there... i'll probably keep this job? but be a real part-timer like only coming on certain days and stuff? i don't know.. then i'll do another job on another day? i just found out that i don't need to learn how to adjust specs but now i more or less got the hang of it? so yeah.... but
I BURNT MY THUMB!! again.. -.- sorry bud don't scold me.
i've yet to learn edging.. was reading the notes yesterday night while talking to wendy.. aiyo... same predicament. so unlucky. haha but don't worry. you'll pull through :) anyways, back to the topic. the notes are like.. huh? i think i must really go and see the machine. practical. hands on then i'll know what the notes is talking about haha :) oki. hmm. i guess that's about all. jia you people in whatever you're doing!
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was reading this child star's blog kim wakerman.. she's from r.e.m oki whatever. but i saw the snippet she quoted from grey's anatomy: just a sentence hit me:
when it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive.
haha. i think its quite cool :)
oki i might as well copy what comes after:
By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won’t feel this way. It won’t hurt this much. Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way. So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty. The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can. The very worst part is that the minute you think you’re past it, it starts all over again. And always, every time, it takes your breath away.
:) really nice. oki let's check out to see if there's more.. eh.. not really i guess.. haha maybe i'll take a look at it later.
-just finish bread-
tumblr hopped saw this: dedicate this to wendy:
never expect. never assume. never ask and never demand.just let it be. if it's meant to be, it will happen.
you probably won't remember the things i won't forget. haha nice one :)
a part of me wants an answer. but a part of me doesn't want to know. a part of me wants to keep holding on, but a part of me wants to let go.
i wonder how do people come up with these phrases that echo the thoughts of millions around the world. its like someone is feeling exactly the same way as you.. just halfway across the earth. so practically.. everyone faces this dilemma, be it in the same country or another country 1000 miles apart. awesomeness that brings sorrow abeit the same predicament.
everytime she laughs.she hopes he's watching. not so that he sees she's happy. but maybe, just maybe. he'll fall for her smile. just as hard as she fell for his..
haha its crazy what people do to catch the attention of someone they adore.. like talking a little louder when he/she walks by... or sashaying for the girls and strutting for the guys so that maybe.. you know the person they like would catch a glimpse of them. haha its quite fun to secretly admire someone imo. haha :) at least you have something to look forward to everyday.
anything you truly want, must be worth fighting for. the questions boils down everntually to-- is it worth it? i have no idea how to measure the worth.. like.. price? i don't know.. so maybe i don't really agree with this statement cause at the end of the day.. its a want... you can/cannot live without it. it all depends on yourself.
you still make me smile, even if you're the main reason why i'm sad.
something always brings me back to you -.- ILM!!!
all i can do is hope that our paths will crossagain one day?? sound so sad. aiyo!!! >.<
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side track a bit!!! forgot to say i saw xiao di!! and ell! oki her name is delphine. haha after he booked out!! then zhen yuan gor sms me when he booked out too!! uber cool!! ah!! miss them loads!!! woo!! jia you!!
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the feeling you get whenever you listen to a song that reminds you of the memories with that special someone.. or someonesssss.
haha i get that mostalgic feeling alot. esp in my mp4 tracks. seriously.. like almost every single song in there has its own story to tell. put it on shuffle and i can tell you all the sotry behind it. they might be just soundtracks that i thought were nice from a drama i watched or really special songs i sang with friends or watched friend(s) singing it or mouthing the lyrics. it could be songs i dedicated to diff people or turn to them and sing it dramatically haha as usual :P or songs requested by people to put it in for them etc. but each one of them would have a story to tell. from me :)
you taught me how to feel the butterflies over and over again.. =X
oh. another word for i'm hurt... for me it em.(smile)
sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much. if it feels right, it probably is. so just go with it.
got my principles to consider though :X sigh..
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ILM why is it so hard just to go on a tour? i think i'll end up not going on a tour again.. so irritating.. i know its going to be expensive.. especially with the increase in airport tax. why!!!! so irritating argh. whatever.
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i always think about all the things i want to say to you, like i actually plan it out. in my head. but then when i see you,nothing comes out. i never tell you and i always wonder if you'll ever know half the things i think.
i lie to myself just ti make it bearable.
that's kind of sad. but i guess people do that to just get through life.
if you can't say something nice. don't say anything at all.
right on!! i must learn to do that. yupyup! :)
somewhere in between our friendship. i forget you are taken. >.< should start reminding myself then. haha :)
this is such a long post. now i'm downloading songs haha to fuel my mrt trip every day and back. i've yet to bathe too. stink all the way since morning.. haha. its good to meet with cass every wed. though yet to run with bud. last time was last year. maybe should call and get back the momentum rather than bud slacking at home during mornings yup.
hmm... chinese lyrics are nice i realised.. since been singing out loud in the store on monday and tuesday.. cause no customers >.<
有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱 我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众 安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终
就算你的爱 属于他了
就算你的手 他还牵着
就算你累了 我会在这
一人盯 两人疚 三人游
悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得
默默地 静静地 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了
有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破 隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中 角落的心事我们懂
不知道 不知道 不知道
为什么 为什么 我的爱
我的爱 还留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来
说不定 这也是一种 得不到的 却美好的
就样就已足够了
这样就已经够了
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
reminds me of the lyrics we copied for alvin ng haha so he can write it in the card for his gf for valentine's haha gaybe and me were getting so high about it. jumping around and laughing like mad. haha so funny!! :)
hmm.. still got what else.. i like 光良 都是你. yup. that is a really nice song. with simple lyrics :) haha
maybe i'll put the lyrics here next time haha :) now on to english songs.. chinese songs is.. kind of infinite. haha never-ending. english.. its easier to sieve out.. cause i get tired of them quite easily. haha i think :X.
i want to end with something good.. hmm.. oki let's go quote-hopping again :)
I FORGOT TO SURF THE NET FOR MY PLAN!! ARGH!!! shoot man.. was caught up in some stuff. >.< oki oki better start surfing.
'there's a difference between letting go and pretending you've forgotten'
geez.. sad note. oki better look for nicer ones :)
teehee.. i can smell my sesame instant noodles wafting from the kitchen into the room now haha :)
eh
"Sometimes you just need to realize that you can't have it all and you can't fix every mistake you made. You need to move on and try to be happy, even if its the hardest thing you'll ever do."
but.. not really a mistake. oki i must really find a good one!maybe i should come up with one of my own.... hmm..
i know.. i remember seeing something on cass's page haha i like that here goes:
nothing
=do something right=
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