i cried 3 times yesterday. for the record. but its not as hard as the time i cried when i got my o lvl results.

inarguably disappointed with me results. who wouldn't be.. though some subjects did give me a pleasant surprise.esp chem. esp after that incident. it wasn't that bad. but bio and maths.. really a little bit disappointed. likt was oki, wince its subjective. 100% pass for lit haha :) no comments for gp.

currently taking a break from work since i'm down with stomach flu. but its only for today... would be back to work tmr. if God permits :) haha. really thankful for the grades and everything he has given me no matter what. since he thinks i deserve them then.. all right. just take it and see what i can do with them :)

oo. was having a convo with the doctor just now haha nice to have studied biology :D at least i know lactobactilius is found in yakult and i'm currently taking a powder thingy that contains 100billion lacs. which is suppose to be good for my intestines as they will bind to the receptors found on my intestine to prevent the virus from attacking it further :) haha my cough is due to stomach flu too. phew. oki at least my lungs are fine :)

hmm.. currently looking at the uni stuff.. going through. i found out the ntu is more or less straight forward, smu's bachelor of social science is not too bad :) at least they did list down all the different modules and courses you'll go through :) but the application form is a bit troublesome.. like 3 ccas? achievements? what about testimonials? plus i have to send in my results slip to the office. hmm.. oki. nvm. for ntu you have 8 options. but currently i have 4 only.. have 3 of them are in HASS?? wwoah. haha i'm supposed to be a arts student? but nah.. luckily i took science. cause i have more science options :) and and i'll never do that well in geog or hist :) haha :P

hmm.. nus FASS is interesting. simply adore the english course :) haha. you'll learn about the structure. how it affects children's learning etc. haha miss lee was staying that i should be a psychologist.. why? just her intuition that i would make a good one -.- lol seriously me a good psychologist? i was telling weijin i cannot even settle my own problems haha psycho myself first haha :) hmm..computer science seemed.. quite interesting too. haha but need to see how. nus got more options than ntu.. but still need to see how.. need to read everything and all that. hmm. so yeah. i think i need to go for the open house ans ask about the courses and stuff. need to apply for leave and everything. future is more important! jia you! :)

really thankful to these AWESOME bunch of people:
veron
miss lee
wei jin
tsf
bunny
miss tay
naomi
kwang ying
lin
ummu
glenice
wei kai
xiang rong
etc etc.. many many more people who were there for me yesterday. of course my WONDERFUL parents!!! haha who are so understanding and kept giving me options :) haha yesterday happened really fast. was in a daze with min sunn. haha nice one bro!! talked from paya lebar to jurong east non-stop and we were standing!!! haha so cool!!! found out some stuff about him. nice!! then met jegan and ppl at lfi haha thanks* to ivy :) nice!!

of course mind was in a blank yesterday with lots of information to digest and stuff. then was talking to tsf also. thanks* man. for being there.. hmm.. actually i really appreciated what everyone has done for me. just by being there is enough for me :) cause i really feel blessed to have so many people around me. haha i'll never forget the hug miss lee gave me. and veron keep asking me to cheer up. then bunny's embaced. woah..  haha very comforting. then wei jin asking me not to cry and everything. haha.. kind of embarrassing but still :) thanks* guys xD appreciated!!!! haha.


yes yes, must study hard. hopefully i can get into the course i want. no worries!! must work hard! woots~
i think i need to bring the book to work to read and deliberate over  each course. i have 1 month.. i got a feeling my trip would be cancelled... cause it clashes with the interview and selection tests that some courses require me to take if i apply. oh well.. no idea just see how it goes . don't want to worry so much. i have lots more to think about. yeah.

1st is to nurse my body back to health. yupyup :) thanks* everyone :)

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