coughed all the way from 12 midnight to 1 am before finally being able to sleep. this concerns 3 cups of hot water,1 packet of cough relief and vicks vapourrub >.< this couldn't get any worst.
reached home around 12 plus yesterday night.. went to take a look at bunny's enterprise.. her business and i joined it as the first 29th councilor! of course there's a price to pay.. hopefully i made the right decision >.< oki no use regretting since the transaction is done.. hopefully i can earn back more yeah. so if i approach you to join the business, please do come and support as both bunny and me hope that everyone of us can succeed.
we'll get to go for lesson to learn about the products. its a part-time thingy so yup the lesssons would help me grow as a person. yupyup. so.. i'll just treat it as a learning process... to make myself a better person.. please support oki if i ask you to join!!!
which brings me to the next topic.. me being a better person. haha i don't know how much better i can get.. in terms of confidence and maturity and stuff. yupyup. but i really want to improve :) haha must be a nicer being!! anyways. what i want to say is that..
I MUST BE TRUE TO MYSELF and present the most honest and sincere part of myself to everyone.
i'm not exactly a very good person. i admit. i have lots of flawless.. countless..sometimes i have really evil thoughts. luckily God is able to help me with that part. i just want to be a good girl. that's all. and just be myself.. so let's jia you. even if i may have bad thoughts sometimes.. but still.. its oki. haha cause i'll be able to chase them away. i'd never hurt anyone :) cause everyone who is my friend, i'll treasure them. yup.
'you can call friendship a friendship, when you can trust that person, no matter what happens'
sounds simple, nice and logical. yupyup :) haha this phrase really makes me feel so much better. trust.
'don't try so hard. the best things come when you least expect them to.'
tmr would be the day of results release.. a bit jittery like ants on a hot stove.. but.. i don't know. haha alvin sent me this msg: don't worry oki. your face = smart. all the best!
why does everyone have the impression that i'll do well? i don't want to make any comments here. just keep mum. we'll see tmr. yeah.
anyways, must have trust in the LORD since he made me able to make that decision, must also trust in bunny, and give myself a chance to meet more new people, learn new stuff and hopefully haha earn more money as well xD haha.
i must strive to be true to myself. be a better friend to the people around me. trust in the LORD. don't think too much haha :)
'love is missing someone whenever you're apart. but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.' hmmm... i really wonder about the latter part you know. =S
'everytime you come to mind, i realise i'm smiling' but sometimes feel like crying also. hehe :P
they say 'never give up on what you love' ... tricky situation here?? haha xD but i need to give up..cause i didn't have the chance.. i tried really hard, did my best. but i guess my best wasn't enough huh.haha :)
=do something right=
'never regret something that once made you smile.' don't worry. i'll never ever regret anything, be it sad or happymaking me laugh or tear up.never.ever.
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