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hey peeps!! i'm back in Singapore. haha my trip has ended and woah. didn't notice, but Singapore's weather is pretty hot. as in really.
took the airbus back home!!!! A380!!! haha and sat on the upper deck. coolness man!! :) but its was so~so.. cause i had a splitting headache for the first few hours. the French guy beside me (no offence, he's nice and everything.. at least he allowed me to move in and out to use the lavoratory without complaining) but his' opera music is seriously.... a bit too loud?? haha but overall its oki :)

oki.. if i were to talk about my entire trip, its bound to bore you. you got to experience it for yourself ;) so i'm just going to blog about my favourite part : its obvious isn't it, INTERLAKEN!!! the trip to jungfrau york. uber cool!!!! for the first time in my entire 18 years... i got to see snow, and it is not just ordinary snow. its falling snow!!! seriously, when i stuck my hand out of the train ledge and seeing the snowflakes fall onto my palm, the glove and everything.. it was simply.. magical!!! haha i'll remember that feeling for a lifetime :)

the train ride up the mountain took about 45mins each, changed to 2 trains. haha then we were at about 3000+m. We went out to hike!!! IN THE SNOW!! i tell you.. though its seriously freezing and everything, i thought i had frostbite on my feet, but its worth it!!! seriously haha then mum couldn't take it =X.. so dad and me had to continue to adventure on our own after lunch to 3573m the top of it. haha sure glad that i did :) the air was even more fresh than the one inside the building. so stayed outside for quite some time :) haha. pics should be up in fb if i have the time and if the com permits me to upload them.  but interlaken was worth it.

the other snowy place where we went to was mount titlis. not as high as jungfrau (pronouced as yong-frown), but the highlight was the revoloving cable car that we took. not as great as i thought it would be. the normal cable car ride was better. i enjoyed the process, though i really dislike that decending part. got the feeling of your heart going into your mouth. haha =X. but oki, it was a nice experience and trip with my family.

another memorable part was seeing the Effiel Tower being lighted up at night, while we're cruising along in a boat. haha its magnificient. oki, my camera has like 10 over pictures of JUST THE TOWER haha not me, my mum JUST THE TOWER. haha so funny. but it would be better if the night wasn't that chilly. haha, but photography by the River Seine was fun :) i got to admit. haha nice :)

what should i talk about next.. the hotels!! haha the hotels keep getting better..BECAUSE the first hotel was horrible. haha really funny. that 4  stars.. then aunt janet  say 2 stars only. uncle  ronnie was like. what 2 stars? 1 and a half. haha so funny!!!. the second hotel to me was the best :) the quid. which means to think. the last hotel was not bad too. raddison blu. haha the second hotel was 'heaven' haha and when we ask dennis (our tour manager) what about the next hotel. he replied: if this was heaven, then for the next night, welcome back to earth. haha. but it wasn't that bad. not too shabby, as compared to the first one--which ironically, we stayed for like 2 nights. and the rest only 1 night. i don't really like the packing and unpacking and packing again. haha same as wearing the coat, then taking it off, then wearing it back again. haha very troublesome. yupyup. haha :) hmm.. meals were not bad though. i did have a hearty meal... except for the 2nd night. where we had to buy pizze takeaway.. which was also oki imo.. just a bit dry and boring. the pizza in italy is different from the one in Singapore, which has the Singapore zest and sling to it, just to suit our Singaporean tastebuds. the ones in Italy are thin crusted with very,very little toppings on top. yup. haha. but i enjoyed meals cause they were always filled with laughter :)

the rest.. i'll have it written down in my travel log. haha though its a little incomplete.. but more or less everything is there. oh did i mention, i visited the colosseum and the leaning tower of Pisa too :) nice!

hmm.. many would ask if i enjoyed myself. ttytt. i did. espeically in Switzerland. cause that was the highlight. i found out that i really don't like shopping. Went to Galleria Lafettya. seriously.. so what if its all cheap branded goods. its hot, humind, confunsing and stuffy with so many peopl around. i really don't like crowded areas. they give me a headache. in addition, i don't really buy bags or clothes or shoes for that matter so yeah. that's one part which i didn't really enjoy.

but i adore switzerland... then did i think about some stuff.. yeah i did.. i really did. it was hard.. cause its still early.. i still do lose my appetite halfway...when i suddenly think of something.. or have random flashbacks when i walk down the street. or look away when i see people doing stuff that i used to do.. so that i won't think so much. i still did think. =X but its good in a way i guess, sends me back to reality and hey.. i'm still here haha. just that i'm still a little lost i guess.

its kind of like that. but.. yeah whatever. haha :)


many say follow your heart.. but given my circumstances.. i have to follow my brain. i'm obliged to i guess :) haha what to do. think. just keep thinking.
people might ask.. why are you still thinking.. what's left of it? i don't have an answer to that. maybe someday when i die, you can open my brain and scan it? but no worries.. i don't have anything more.. i won't do anything more i guess.. cause... its just like that. haha. though i still wake up every morning feeling weird. but then i have to live with that.

on this trip, music has also become my solace. only God and music can understand me.

the song that has accompanied me on bus journeys to the next destination:
Back to December
I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine (what you had when i was yours?)
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your texting, your sweet smiles.
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry  (i think it was august..you heard me)
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is in your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time

That should be Me
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumours spreading about this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me,
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the mem's that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replacedDid you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working cause you know that

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss

That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe

That should be me

(Bridge)

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
It's breaking my heart
Ooooh
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
(Holding your hand)
That should be me
(The one making you laugh (oh baby oh))
That should be me
That should be me
(Giving you flowers)
That should be me
(Talking for hours oh)
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never should've let you go
That should be me

the songs are nice. espcically the melody :) haha should listen to them. not so much of the lyrics. i'm more for the tune :) yeah!
hmmm.. i'm currently still sorting out the photos and everything.. so will spend a little time on them. till then. haha going back to work soon too!! :) cannot wait. hope everyone would like what i got for them. not cheap oki!! haha
till then do take care people!(don't think i'll see you ever again. take care..but you'll be fearless with her. so you would be fine. yeah.)


p.s BIG BANG THEORY ROCKS!! its hilarious.. i think its better than how i met your mother. haha :P
p.p.s after reading rahmah's blog.. i found out.. that i'm also very worried about my uni admissions.. cause it seems that none of them have replied yet.. sigh.bad feeling about this.. just hope that everything is well go man!

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