my heart heart heart is so jetlag

oki.. so what do i get out of it doing that?? really clare, you got to wake up.. lol.. i think..i really need to stop being so insecure.>< bad habit that needs to be dished out. maybe i think too much.. i think i still do. no matter what, its my nature. worrywart. like seriously. hey, check this out. i think we should really do this:

my first reaction was : AWWWW!!! haha nice one isn't it :)
anyways.. the day wasn not off to a good start. woke up sobbing.. it isn't the kind with tears treaming down your face as if you just escape from a nightmare.. i rather have that.. its the kind of silent sob , that ache in your heart as your dream tides in with reality.. its when it just suddenly hit you, the realisation that you won't be able to the things you used to do with the person your love all over again..that you do not have the right to love another person, or the fact that everything has changed and the other party does not care about you anymore. everything just keeps coming.. one blow after the other. that i the kind of pain i had this morning.. ><

dental today!!! power chain!!! ahh!!!! it hurts.. cause its like tighter. way WAY tighter.. i had trouble biting my biscuit and cheese stick :( hard to eat even though you're famished and the sight of food makes your mouth water.. but then when you grab the food and take your first bite.. ouch! that's it. :( but i think it'll go away soon. afterall, i've gotten use to pain.. haha in general except!!!! injections!! no way man. i really hate injections!!! yucks!

baby blue :) hopefully it suits my skin tone?? haha
anyways, been addicted to this song:

[Verse 1]

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin for the phone to ring
It's gettin lonely livin upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

[Chorus]

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It's drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

[Verse 2]

What time is it where you are?
5 more days and i'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I been keeping busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my hand
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

[Chorus]

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It's drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

[Bridge]

I've been keepin busy all time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy
I miss you so bad
I wanna share your horizon
And see the same sunrising
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me

[Chorus]

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It's drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

:) its nice..

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