Sunday, September 18, 2011

have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

the feeling's back.. terrible terrible >< shouldn't let my thoughts run wild. maybe its because its coming to that time of the month. i don't know.
but the truth is, the feeling is still there. that's why i've been avoiding alot. alot alot. running away.
the ironic thing is no matter how hard i try, everything still reminds me of everything. >< this shouldn't be the way clare. jia you!! you need to live with it!! jia you!!

hmmm.. talking about happy things, i've finished my piano quest. phew. haha stress is off. plus i cut my hair!! like finally!! haha :) really like my hair cut. looks like a little mushroom :) awwwws haha :)

last week was meeting up week. met up with the gorgeous yin san haha :) her eyeliner looks nice really enhances her eyes plus she wore contacts so yeah :) frolicked :P
yesterday went out to orchard with bestie :) haha to celebrate my conquest! haha nice to have a great bestie. haha jia ni your thoughts don't run wild ah haha :)

recess week is coming. i'm so going to line myself up with studies and work. just like the holidays. busy busy busy.

mum hasn't been well, so i really hope that father God will hear my prayer and heal her so that she can recover quickly <3 love you lots mummy!!! jia you!!

hmmm... i just realised that i haven't mature much during this period of time. on the contrary, i think i've grown more immature haha. my behaviour is more or less like a little girl and i'm mostly too engrossed in my world to notice the people around me. i may be that youngest but i hope to think more instead of just looking at stuff on the surface. i don't want to be superficial, with neither brains nor brawns haha. although i just want to be me. but maybe just for this once, i want to change. just this once :)

i'll be fun to keep quiet for once and just listen :) bestie say i'm always very hyped up, even in the mornings well.. occasionally i hear jetlag on the radio or move like jagger. haha so what do you want me to do?? :) hehe :) nice haha. maybe tmr i'll hear raise your glass <3 glee hangover.. still on haha :)

entertainment updates: done with hayate the combat bulter!!! both of them looks super cute together!! ahh!!!! cannont help it <3 haha
brilliant legacy is nice too!!! <3 don't mine watching it again and again and again haha :)

i know i'm still running away. but while i'm running, i'm still looking back. hurting my neck.in the end what do i end up with? ><

I'm standin' on the bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Hmm hmm hmm

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I try to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Yea yea

Oh, why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea eee yeah, yea eee yeah
Yea yee yea, yea eee yeah,yeah

It's a damn cold night
Tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, oh
I'm with you
I'm with you

*

Right right, turn off the lights,
We’re gonna lose our minds tonight,
What’s the deal yo?

I love when it’s all too much,
5am turn the radio up
Where’s the rock and roll?

Party Crasher,
Penny Snatcher,
Call me up if you a gangsta
Don’t be fancy, just get dancy
Why so serious?

So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won’t you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass

Slam slam, oh hot damn
What part of party don’t you understand,
Wish you’d just freak out
Can’t stop, coming in hot,
I should be locked up right on the spot
It’s so on right now

Party Crasher,
Penny Snatcher,
Call me up if you a gangsta
Don’t be fancy, just get dancy
Why so serious?

So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won’t you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass
Won’t you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass

(Oh no my glass is empty, that s**k*)
So if you’re too school for cool,
And you’re treated like a fool,
You can choose to let it go
We can always, we can always,
Party on our own

(So raise your) So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won’t you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass
Won’t you come on and come on and raise your glass,(for me)
Just come on and come on and raise your glass (for me)

=do something right=

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