'the day you became a stranger was the day you left my world.'

piano exam's tmr. mark's birthday is tmr. frolick is tmr.

tmr.

panicked.

scream.

it'll be over soon.

'the day you became a stranger was the day you left my world.'
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quotes from everlasting :) done with the book, done with the series :)

the immortals. where true immortality lies not in the immortality  of the flesh, but of the soul :)

the two of us refusing to look back, knowing it's better to look forward, toward the future, than to long for a past that's gone forever.

still despite my efforts, all i get is a blurry hologram. like a shadowy mirage that could represent a village and its people, but could just as easily be something else entirely.

'you journeys begin here. where it ends is for you to discover.'
'trust. believe. it is the only way to proceed.'

my fingers grasping, yearning, reaching for him, and though he moves fast,its not fast enough to keep our fingers from just barely grazing, the tips lightly brushing as our gaze briefly meets. and the next thing i know, i can't stop it.
i'm yanked out of his reach.
lost in the swirl.
hurtling into an unknown place-into an unknown time.
aware that he is here-somewhere-but unable to find him.
already making the trip back.
way back.
back to the very beginning

'it is the plight of man. and while the blame lies partly on the river, most of the blame lies on the man's inclination to tune into the noise that blares all around him, instead of the beautiful silence that lies deep within.'
i gaze out at the river, turning the words around in my head, realizing how they mirror everything i just learned. we spend our lives getting caught up in all the wrong things-led astray by our minds, our egos seeing ourselves as separate from each other, rather than listening to the truth that lies within our hearts, the truth that we are all connected, we are all in it together.

when the student is ready, the teacher appears.
'it is the same with knowledge. the truth is revealed when you are ready yo receive it, when you need it in order to move forward, to take the next step in your journey, to move toward your destiny.'

fear
its the opposite of faith
the opposite of trusting in the universe.
the opposite of believing in one's higher self.
fear leaves you sweaty and shaky and insecure enough to question everything you know to be true.
fear makes you turn your back on what matters most.
resulting in rash decisions, false moves and later, the unrelenting burden of regret.

the universe is abundant-that it offers us all that we need-that the only shortages that exist are the ones we create in our minds.

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