how do i get you alone?

i am staring blankly at the computer screen.
the aftermath.
i knew this day would come. When my decision to go would be shaken. But looking at the timetable for next sem, i really need this break. i don't know how much i can take anymore. How much hope my parents placed in me. it has all gone down the drain. Thanks to one pathetic C. the funny thing is, i sort of anticipated a C. But not for that mod. even though i really abhore that module. I did my best trying to understand everything. i re-did my tutorials, tried understanding and memorizing every details and concept. oki maybe not STEMI. seriously, i didn't think that would come out. i only have a very vague idea what is that but other than that, nope.

suddenly i feel very alone in this world. although people are trying to ask me to cheer up. but the pressure is building. i really am bad under pressure :/

But still i thank God that i did not have to retake any module, that i got S for my elective. I prayed that God would give me the grades i deserved. Well, i guess its his plan for me. Fighting! Thank God!

at the end of the day, we only have ourselves to depend on - of love and hidden charms

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