Sunday, February 24, 2013

Ready. Set. Move out

haven't been sleeping well due to blocked nose every single night. hopefully it gets better there. i don't want to fall sick the minute i am there :( anyways, the latest of episode of Degrassi just blew my mind away. why must campbell saunders die!!! with depression and everything. :( everything seemed so normal with him and maya. then boom. the latest episode, he committed suicide. like what? :( awww i don't get to see him on degrassi anymore. he was only on 1 season :( but its like.. O.O suicide. woah... it really happened. its crazy to see zero signs at all. watching all the behind the scenes made me feel better, as after all its all acting. but everyone of us felt alone in the world before... and you just need an outlet to say it out. :/ sometimes, i don't really feel death. i just feel the pain i will feel before dying ;(

anyways, i'll be heading to the airport tmr night. haha farewell with many of my friends last week. really thankful for all of them.

i really had the thoughts :
do i really want to go? am i up for it? its not too late to back now. Unpack everything. What if you fall sick there? what if the plane crashes even before you reach there? What if you cannot adapt? what if lay in bed crying every night? what if your luggage gets stolen? what if you cannot make any friends? what if you get robbed? or worst, kidnapped? what if you fail? what if you cannot get the course you want? what if your friends suddenly forget you? what if your parents fell sick? what if.. what if...

i guess i should just heck it and GO!!! put it in God's Hands!!! i can do it de. no regrets!!! it would be a lifetime experience~~~ yeah! i must be fearless!! jia you!!.

here is a little update on my agatha book list:


  1. A Caribbean Mystery
  2. A Murder is Announced
  3. A Pocket Full of Rye
  4. At Bertram's Hotel
  5. Black Coffee
  6. By the Pricking of My Thumbs
  7. Crooked House
  8. Curtain aka Poirot's Last Case
  9. Death Comes as the End
  10. Death on the Nile
  11. Destination Unknown aka So Many Steps to Death
  12. Double Sin and Other Stories
  13. Endless Night
  14. Hallowe'en Party
  15. Miss Marple's Final Cases and Two Other Stories
  16. Murder in Mesopotamia
  17. N or M?
  18. Nemesis
  19. Ordeal by Innocence
  20. Parker Pyne Investigates aka Mr. Parker Pyne, Detective
  21. Partners in Crime
  22. Passenger to Frankfurt: An Extravaganza
  23. Poirot's Early Cases aka Hercule Poirot's Early Cases
  24. Postern of Fate
  25. Problem at Pollensa Bay
  26. Sleeping Murder
  27. Sparkling Cyanide aka Remembered Death
  28. Surprise! Surprise!
  29. Taken at the Flood aka There is a Tide
  30. The Adventure of the Christmas Pudding and a Selection of Entrées
  31. The Body in the Library
  32. The Golden Ball and Other Stories
  33. The Harlequin Tea Set
  34. The Listerdale Mystery
  35. The Man in the Brown Suit
  36. The Mirror Crack'd From Side to Side
  37. The Moving Finger
  38. The Murder at the Vicarage
  39. The Mysterious Affair at Styles
  40. The Mysterious Mr. Quin
  41. The Pale Horse
  42. The Regatta Mystery and Other Stories
  43. The Secret of Chimneys
  44. The Sittaford Mystery aka The Murder at Hazelmoor
  45. The Spider's Web
  46. The Thirteen Problems aka The Tuesday Club Murders
  47. The Unexpected Guest
  48. They Came to Baghdad
  49. They Do It With Mirrors aka Murder With Mirrors
  50. Three Blind Mice and Other Stories aka The Mousetrap and Other Stories
  51. Towards Zero
  52. While the Light Last
  53. Why Didn't They Ask Evans? aka The Boomerang Clue
  54. Witness for the Prosecution and Other Stories
not too bad for 2 months fooling around haha. yup anyways, i'll try to update my blog as well and post pictures onto my fb so you can check it out :) i got my travel log so i need to write in it haha . but it would probably stay stagnant after a while if life returns to normal i.e studying, sleeping, eating haha :)

i caught beautiful creatures yesterday haha it was not bad :) better than twilight (just my personal opinion haha no offence intended xp) anyways, the effect was good :)

still struggling from the shock that campbell died :( but i need to tell myself, that its not real. the producers wanted to touch on the issue of suicide that's why they did it :/ oh well. look beyond, not behind (saw it from a things we forget sticker on the web) :) jia you!

GOD PLEASE GUIDE ME, LEAD ME, GIVE ME STRENGTH, COURAGE, HEALTH, WISDOM
i need you to hold my hand every step of the way. A new adventure it starting soon. Are you ready and geared up? 

Breathe in deep. exhale and taste the fresh Korean air.

=do something right=

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