Wait

I guess I kind of know how she feels.
Yes. She. The girl whom you rejected though she held on for a couple of years.
I admit I was impatient. I wanted to know, but I held back. Instead, you pushed. Its for your own good I guess. You didn't want to lead me on. You definitely made sure of that.
Then she came into the picture, yes you had to end with that. Her I should say, one of my closest friend. What should I do to stop these feelings, what can I do? The her in your eyes I will never be. Even if I fit your ideals, it is never up to your standards. I offered you someone most precious to me, my heart, you threw it down. No you didn't even hold it you just turned your back and walked away.
What must I do to make it stop. The dreaded feeling of picturing you with her. What would I give to make it stop? With the thunderstorms brewing in my head, the sleepless night, the first break of dawn, all howling your name. Your name. I shouldn't have set my eyes on you in the first place, that unreachable goal. Why do you have to catch my eye and sit at a visible spot.
No matter how hard I try, you'll always be at the back of my mind.

So I said a little pray, and my answer is to wait. just wait.

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