I want the optimism and innocence of 程亮亮 in 就是要你爱上我.
The strength, tenacity, confidence and elegance of
As well as the discipline and spirit of learning from Seohyun of Girls' Generation.
Easier said than done. My inner mood has taken a ride on the swing lately. Optimistic 1 moment and the next depressed, not really depression just very fed up with the entire issue.
finals is just a mere 13 days away. i got to buck up already!
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suddenly though to wish that you didn't enter my life. I am really sorry for having this thoughts I treasure the friendship. I really really do. But the way you entered my life wasn't correct. If i cannot get rid of these thoughts... I don't know how to face you. The friendship is stained. So let me distant myself away from you for a while all right. In person. I will choose to flee when I see you. I will still talk to you on whatsapp, to wish you all the best for your endeavours. But other than that. I am sorry. I really cannot take it. Soon you'd be together with her. My mind is tired from these thoughts. But I am really trying on concentrate on what i am studying already. I am sorry. All I can do is apologize. You may not know these thoughts of mine. So I am here just to rant. As much as I don't wish for you two to be together but I will not think about it. Cause thinking only cause me pain. I will learn to care more for myself. So forgive me of this selfish thought. Let me leave your world for a while. If there is a spot left for me.. i don't have to fight to stay in it right. For a while. Just let me be. alone. for a while.
=do something right=
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