too fast too furious

You make me take 10 steps back, even before you put one foot forward.

It the last day of the year. Funny how it feels just like any other day of the year. The hype has gone down, no plans for countdown. I do reflection of the year, for the past.. pretty much every year. But this year. I am going to be lazy. no reflections whatsoever. I feel that for this year, Its only the beginning of a book. 2013 was just a chapter in this book. 31st December is here just to make way for the adventure that will come in 2014. I have a feeling that 2014 will come fast and furiously. not at the leisure pace that 2013 adopted. Nope. its not going to be like this.

Hitting the age of 21 has never gotten easier. with 2014 coming my way, a blank new page of the book has unfold itself. it starts in about 8 hours. the first breath of 2014. what decisions do I have to make? what chances do I have to take? risks, exams, schedules, school, religion, just life in general. There are so many doors opened. but I need to know which is the right one I will step through. I pray that my walk with God will be ever so strong, that he has been with me every step of the way for this year. I am really blessed to be under his guidance and he knows what is best for me :). Next year will be of no exception. New people will enter my life and maybe some of the old ones will hold a more prominent role in my life. 'upgraded' as you would like to call it. Some dear ones will leave to places far away to start on their own adventures. sadly... some may be forgotten but with the right time and place. the bond will pull us back together again :)

sounds like I am ready to take on the world? haha maybe. but not yet. I will still yearn for the comfort of 2013. where everything was still sort of blissful and the only storm that ever raged was the one happening in my own mind. but time and tide waits for no man. I have to face the music even if its the loudest and my ears drums would hurt. 2013 has been wonderful :) make 2014 even better :D

One thing will never change. My love for reading. :) Agatha did write too many books for me to finish in a year. I am still left with 38 more. if I manage to finish another one today, it might become 37. But the quests continues. with some distractions from other books along the way :) haha.

Happy New Year everyone!

goodbye 2013, I have felt blessed for having everyone in my life :)
2014. don't be too hard on me :)

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