calmness in time.

1st post of 2015.
So far 2015 has not been a really eventful one. Disappointing? Maybe not :/ I guess God wants to to get ample rest before my final FYP lap.
Just a brief update before I dive into what I managed to learn within the span of just 5 days shy into the new year.
The first book I have completed: The Secret of Chimneys.

"There are some people," said Anthony, breaking the silence, "who don't conform to the signals. An ordinary well-regulated locomotive slows down or pulls up when it sees the red light hoisted against it. Perhaps I was born colour-blind. When I see the red signal- I can't help forging ahead. And in the end, you know, that spells disaster. Bound to. And quite right really. That sort of thing is bad for traffic generally."

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Well, that's that.
The first lesson of the year : Time.
YES, its the age old word. Time.
I never did quite grasp it when people told me time changes everything. time heals everything.
At that moment, I took it at face value, well I do know that time and tide waits for no man. everything that happened a minute ago, would be lost as we keep moving forward in time. the hurt that someone has caused would be lessen till the point it fades away, I had always took that as a natural phenomenon.
But these few days of hmmm I would not call it idling, but not doing really anything made me experience this 'phenomenon' for myself. Remember the BioBiz payment? Yes, I am still waiting for the email. But unlike having the feeling of wanting to fast forward to the day of payment just for that discount, I have stopping wondering. Praising the Lord that I have finally been allocated the FYP of my choice, even though I am still checking my email everyday, at the nearest opportunity, but gone are the days where the feeling of impatient within me. The essence of 'time healing everything' is surly being played in my life now. With time everything fades, you know that there is no use in  being impatient or wanting something to happen like right now, the universe does not work this way, and it certainly does NOT work for you. I have been guilty of praying to God for things to go the way I want it to, instead I have learnt to ask God for his will to be done. Its hard, but I am trying.

For instance, my FYP situation, somehow, I am struck between wanting to start early to have something to do and with no starting to take whatever rest and me time I can possibly have. I admit, I have not been doing my body justice, sleeping in the wee hours of the morning and waking up at outrageously awkward timings the next day, my nose has been acting up and my dad has mentioned that my brain has not seemed to be doing exercising let alone my muscles. Hence maybe this is God's way of giving me some time to rest and recuperate.
Of course... I have been waiting for the review paper to me delivered to me on a salver .

oh well an interlude. lo and behold, the BioBiz personnel has replied me and told me the alternative way of getting the discount.

anyways, I should probably start researching on my topic instead of getting spoon fed on way of the other :( maybe start with the basics first and then slowly work from there. But I really thank God that so far I have learnt 1 precious lesson. At an apt time too, just when we have just stepped into the new year. May I carry this lesson with me from now on. Keep calm, trust in the Lord and Keep Going.:D

Cheers to a Blessed New Year everybody!

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