Its almost the end of the week! This week has passed by like a blur. Time is moving so fast! I'm still trying to do up the slides for my level meeting presentation on Monday. Quite nervous, cause it will be the first time I will be addressing all the teachers ever since I joined the school. I have done induction for new teachers before, the biggest group about 20 odd. Conducted a workshop as well, also 20 odd. But this will be a much bigger number. <shivers> a bit scared that they won't take me seriously. I guess I still got this young girl vibe. Which can be both good and bad. 

Had mentoring with Gen last night. Haha I think mentoring is another way God shows me a reflection of myself. The worries/concerns that she has were things that I went through last time. Sometimes even going through the same things now, but the way I cope and respond to the situation is vastly different now. That is probably an indicator of growth. I really do enjoy conversations with her and time spent with her has always been fruitful. Aiming to meet her consistently now that she is back from her exchange. Been skiving for too long last year >.<

Been reading the Gospel of Mark, after moving on from the Gospel of Matthew. It never fails to amaze me at how Jesus always answers with marvelous wisdom. Its like He 怼 the Pharisees and Sadducees with such class. At the same time, whenever He heals someone or drives out a demon, He would ask the person not to spread or tell anyone. He really wanted to stay out of the limelight. It is probably a bit different from me. I would like affirmation and credit when its due. Probably my pride in the works, but its in progress to change it, to just do what you need to do, what God called you to do and not crave for any recognition of men. 

Finding my footing so far and taking a step at a time. Also learning to love those who are not as lovable. God please help!

=do something right=